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Never sick just healing
Scars are so appealing
You cut into my soul
See the light shining through
My bones
You crack me open
Help me close
Leave me broken
I’m not yours
‘cause I got
A lot of baggage
I know that
Some people
Can’t stand it
And I just wanted to be yours
Fights too rough
Love too pure
And yeah
I know I got
A lot of baggage
And also some people
Can’t stand it
But I just wanted to be yours
I just wanted to be yours
Never been so broken
Singing or I’m choking
U cut into my bones
See the light
Shining
Through my soul
You crack me open
Help me close
Leave me broken
I’m not yours
‘Cause I got
A lot of baggage
And also some people
Can’t stand it
And I just wanted to be yours
Fights too rough
Love too pure
I know I got
A lot of baggage
And also some people
Can’t stand it
But I just wanted to be yours
I just wanted to be yours
Once she arrived
Her beat surprised
So purified
She looked alive
You would have cried
At that bright sight
But instead tried
To keep it inside
Do you know
How the wild sunflowers grow?
And can you show me
Where all her hours go
Where all aims to go
Where all aims to go
Where all aims to go
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
Do you how the wild sunflowers grow?
And can you show me
Where all her hours go
Where all aims to go
Where all aims to go
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
So clear
I wanted to be everything
For
Everyone and everything
Just
Maybe that made me nothing
Cause
There was nothing was left of me
Fuck
I wanted to be everything
For
Everyone and everything
Just
Maybe that made me nothing
Cause
There was nothing was left of me
Fuck
I tried to adapt to you
I tried to be anything you need ah
I tried to bend my soul
I tried to bend my back and bones
But that don’t mean
That’s me
Yah
I tried and I tried for so long
But when am I coming back home
Why you leave me alone
Every time I need to breathe
You’re holding my neck too tight
And all of my sight is white ‘cause
You’re always out of mind
Out of time
I’m out of line
Give me a sign boy
Am I the one or
Is this not love
This is not love
I wanted to be yours
You wanted me to stay
But I got to leave you
I got to
I got to go
My way
I wanted to be everything
For
Everyone and everything
Just
Maybe that made me nothing
Cause
There was nothing was left of me
Fuck
I wanted to be everything
For
Everyone and everything
Just
Maybe that made me nothing
Cause
There was nothing was left of me
Fuck
Woke up
Didn’t sleep right
You know
What it feels like
I keep choking on your light
I’ve never seen you so bright
Remember when you didn’t let me outside
Remember that you didn’t let me decide
Wish I hadn’t called you mine
Should’ve never replied
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know, no
You don’t know what goes on inside
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know, no
What’s on my mind
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know, no
Know I don’t want to hide
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know, no
How to make it right
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know, no
You don’t know what goes on inside
You don’t know
You don’t know
You don’t know, no
What’s on my mind
Seems like everything’s a self portrait
I don’t really feel the need like most
To ignore it
I don’t really feel a creeping ghost
On my doorstep
People seem to trip
On their throats
Like they vomit
Every word
Comes in sickering notes
It starts sickening most
Of us out here
Found the rose that you left on my doorstep
I said i won’t be late
Kissed your forehead
Walked out as the gate slammed close before it
Starts to pour it
still pouring
Cold outside
Come and lay in the forest
Your best
Friend
Told me something
You should know
Catch me backstage
After night
After show
Baby you’re the purest
When you’re insecure it’s
Hard to believe
You’re way too gorgeous yah
You’re too gorgeous yeah
You’re too gorgeous
Fuck
How could I have been so blind
Look into my eyes and you see tears
When I cry
You still yell at me
Fucking with my heart
And I’ll leave you in the streets yeah
Fucking with me now
Tryinna tell me who to be yah
Fucking put me down
Imma finally fucking leave ya
Keep fucking around
I don’t really need ya
I don’t wanna see ya
I don’t really need ya
Baby you’re the purest
When you’re insecure it’s
Hard to believe
You’re way too gorgeous yah
You’re too gorgeous yeah
You’re too gorgeous
I’m always late
She’s always on time
Been waiting two days
I can’t escape
Monsters are chasing
They know the shape
Of my shadow
And it haunts me
Thinking that you know
You can’t stop me
Now they’re
Where I go
Guess I
I’m too used to
Loving you
Every thought spirals me back
Messy hair and bad tattoos
I don’t wanna see your face again
Turn the TV off
Screaming fuck the news
What’s even the use
If he’s clueless
He don’t even know about his senses
And what’s even the use if are through
I’m without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I’ve been in pain
She’s always on something
Couldn’t explain
I walked away
Monsters are on something
Come out to play
With my shadow
And you haunt me
Think you have control
You can’t stop me
Now they’re
Where I go
I know
I’m too used to
Loving you
Every thought spirals me back
Messy hair and bad tattoos
I don’t wanna see your face again
Turn the tv off
Screaming fuck the news
What’s even the use
If he’s clueless
And he don’t even know about his senses
And what’s even the use if are through
I’m without you
Without you
I guess
I’m too used to
Loving you
Every thought spirals me back
Messy hair and bad tattoos
I don’t wanna see your face again
Turn the tv off
Screaming fuck the news
What’s even the use
If he’s clueless
And he don’t even know about his senses
And what’s even the use if are through
I’m without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Blinded by diamond rings
I question everything
You go let me fall
I wonder if you knew it
That fucked up attitude
That you gon’ put me through
Tested what you could do
Until you finally blew it
Every time
I looked inside
And questioned if
I could really do this
You by my side
You always help me through shit
You help me through shit
You help me through shit
Until you finally blew it
My Baby blue
I wonder if you knew it
Look inside
My eyes and see my soul is crying
Can you feel
The love shine through
I melt in your design
It breaks my heart
It breaks my back
My spine
I wanted to lie with you
Our arms tightly intertwined
I wanted to be one
Until damage was done
Shit made me run
Made me leave and not come back hun
I wonder if you knew what you’ve been doing
That fucked up attitude
You keep putting me through it
Tested what you could do
Until you finally blew it
You gonna let me fall
I wonder if you knew it
Every time I looked inside and questioned if
I could really do this
You by my side
You always help me through shit
Help me through shit
You help me through shit yeah
I wonder if you knew it
On the ceiling
I can read
The story of how mom
Got mad at me
Cause I drew on the walls
When I was only three
Now look at me
I’m causing scenes
And punching holes in TV screens
What a way to escape
They call me drug baby
I’d rather be crazy
Could you tattoo my knee?
Name one thing stopping me
Alright
All my friends are always high on drugs
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
It’s alright
If all my friends are always high on drugs
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
At 5am
The drug children
Are sleeping, dreaming on the floor
We’re trapped inside cause someone broke the door
Yeah after two all-nighters in a row
Now what you sleeping for?
Yeah I might be tired but I could do some more
So come give me a pour
Fuck one I’ll just do four
If no one’s keeping score
Alright
All my friends are always high on drugs
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
It’s alright
If all my friends are always high on drugs
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
Might have
Been too much I’ve taken
Gotta help my friends though
They can’t
Stand up straight
I reawaken highest in this ghost town
And I won’t come down
I don’t know how
Alright
All my friends are always high on drugs
I don’t mind
I don’t mind
Alright
If all my friends are always high on drugs
No, I don’t mind
I don’t mind
All my friends are always high on drugs
No, I don’t mind
I’m choked up inside
God give me a high
I feel in my veins
This poison causing pain
Please give me a pill
So I can finally chill
Man I feel like doing drugs on a Tuesday
Wasn’t I ever enough for you too stay
Typical when it goes great
Then it changes
I stumble deeper into all of my rages
Man I feel like doing drugs on a Tuesday
Wasn’t I ever enough for you too stay
Typical when it goes great
Then it changes
I stumble deeper into all of my rages
They say deal with it
I can’t take it anymore
‘cause I feel like shit
Writing letters at your door
I soak up the rain ay
So you won’t feel the same oh
Soak up the rain as it pours
Soak up the rain
Soak up the rain
You weren’t there
You’re not now
Don’t care if you frown
And it’s not fair
But I’m not scared
When I see you down
Baby soon enough you’ll find a new way
I’m just keeping hope that we’ll be okay
Take another look
And see what you’ve done
This house isn’t a home
For anyone
We cut it close when you’re feeling strange
The cops know us both by name
And I
I lost my trust
Every time when I see your eyes
Stare through and beyond mine
Cause you’re
Too fucked up
I’m all alone
And I’m
Driving home
Cause it’s all the same to me
Just take what you need
Take what you need to
I answer no
And I
Put down the phone
You can say what you really mean
But I won’t believe
I won’t believe you
I’m staying at a place
By the fields
Somewhere you can’t find me
And make your appeal
‘cause I’m done trying to fix your heart
I’ll never break through all your scars
You’re too hard to hold
Another girl can take that chance
Someone stronger than I am
Cause now these hands are feeling old
Now I’m all alone
And I’m driving home
‘cause it’s all the same to me
Just take what you need
Take what you need to
I answer no
And I put down the phone
You can say what you really mean
But I won’t believe
I won’t believe you
I feel the sun on my skin
Far away from your shadow
Let the warmth bleed in
Oh
‘cause I feel comfortable in
The space that you used to fill
It’s never yours again
I’m all alone
And im driving home
‘cause it’s all the same to me
Just take what you need
Take what you need to
I answer no
And I put down the phone
Say what you really mean
But I won’t believe
I won’t believe you
Oh
Oh
Say what you really mean
But I won’t believe
I won’t believe you
You wanna ghost
But you haunt me
Yeah you haunt me
Day and night
You wanna ghost
But you haunt me
You haunting
With your haunting eyes
I try to escape
Your face
Keeps haunting me
I want to see
The way out
Why can I never leave
Forever seems
To be
The only way out
I’m wishing on a star
And can’t believe it’s true
That sitting close or far
My mind leads me to you
I try to never call
That’s when you call me
I try to look away
And tell myself that
It’s not all me
Maybe in a nother place
Maybe in a nother life
We can be together
I could do it right
Maybe in a nother space
And in a nother time
Maybe you won’t walk away
And I could make you mine
I got visions
And they haunt me
Every time that
I need distance
That is when
I can’t get you off me
That is when
I can’t get you off me
Love
Hold me down
Hold me down
Hold me
Hold me down
Promise to meet me again in the next life
Promise to hold my hand
One last time
It feels like
The air
Is suffocating me
Only weed
Can make me breathe
Absorb it again calmly
Write my name in blood letters
Scattered on your chest
I told you you’re the best
I never could forget why
You’re still sleepin’
I’m still geekin’
Can’t feel nothin’
But the Stardust
All my lost trust
To help me tattoo your face
Like you’re a lost cause
But you’re the only thing I want ‘cause
You help me
Find my way back to me
See I’d be floating away
If you didn’t hold me down
Honestly don’t think
There’d be a me
Anymore
If you hadn’t been around
So 3 am
Is not too late
To call
Remember 5am
You pushed 3
Holes in my wall
Next to me you’re so
You’re so tall
Love how next to me you’re so
You’re so tall
Don’t you love how we
Don’t need to fear the fall
It’s like the stardust makes
All the pain dissolve
Think I’m okay
Never face that I’m not
Lately I just feel like
I’ve been dying a lot
Dying a lot
Dying a lot
Dying a lot
Promise to meet me again in the next life
Promise to hold my hand
One last time
It feels like
The air
Is suffocating me
Only weed
Can make me breathe
Absorb it again calmly
Write my name in blood letters
Scattered on your chest
I told you you’re the best
I never could forget why
You’re still sleepin’
I’m still geekin’
Can’t feel nothin’
But the stardust
The stardust
Nothin’ but the stardust
The stardust
Nothin’ but the stardust
The stardust
Nothin’ but the stardust
The stardust
Next to me you’re so
You’re so tall
Love how next to me you’re so
You’re so tall
Don’t you love how we
Don’t need to fear the fall
It’s like the stardust makes
All the pain dissolve
Hold me down
Hold me down
Hold me
Hold me down
Meet me on the street
Where the cars are two
Yellow and a green light
Shines on who knew
The second that she saw your face
It’s true
That there can never be
No one like you
Stars are spiriling
Can’t believe it’s true
Time to close my eyes
But I sing come through
Crazier for you
Than what we
Can’t understand
And even when the sky’s black
We expand
Crazier than one
Who’s insane
That’s two
Minutes after 5
Still the light
Shines through
I’m blinded
By the way you
Brighten up my view
I write and you make
My life like a melody
Know I’m right
There could never be
No one like you
No one like
No one
No one like you
Sitting
In silence
My mind is only
Silenced when
I sit with you
It seems to me
That you do me
So much better
Than the ones who thought they knew me
They never knew me
Like you do
Never knew me
Never knew me like you do
And I would write a million songs for you
So you know it’s true
I’ll give anything
I’ll take anything
I just wanna hold your hand
Baby give me one more chance
I’ll take anything
I’ll give anything
For you to hold me
The way you did
Before you left
And give me one more kiss
just one last kiss
oh I’ll cherish every breath you make
and every step you take towards me
is just another beautiful mistake
I don’t want to change
But baby
You take me to another place
You take me miles away
And outer space
I float with with you
And I don’t want to ever
Break your heart oh no
I’ll take anything
I’ll give anything
I write and you make
My life like a melody
Know I’m right
There could never be
No one like you
No one like
No one
No one like you
Sitting
In silence
My mind is only
Silenced when
I sit with you
It seems to me
That you do me
So much better
Than the ones who thought they knew me
They never knew me
Like you do
Never knew me
Never knew me like you do
Sitting in silence
Sitting in silence
There can never be
Another one like you
Sitting in silence
Sitting in silence
There can never be
Another one like you
I wanted to fly
But I’ve been falling
I try not to cry
Each time I see that you’ve been calling
Lately I’ve been mad ‘cause I
Just can’t get you off my mind
Tired of staying up at night
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
I would fly to you anyday
But all the stars they never stay the same
It’s like the constellations change
Every time you walk away
You walk away
I wanted to fly
But I’ve been falling
I try not to cry
Each time I see that you’ve been calling
Lately I’ve been mad ‘cause I
Just can’t get you off my mind
Tired of staying up at night
Wondering if he knows
I’m on macstacy
Always keep it freaky
Never leave me
Askin’ me
If I’m real
And maybe
This could all just be a dream
Maybe this is fake
And you’re just
Made of
Smoke and steam
Stay on track
Knowing nothing’s simple
As it seems
Can’t lean back
On the lean
While I chase my dreams
My dreams chase me
But you never really get
What you think you see
Who knew being so good
Was so lonely
I’m codependent
I want you to end it
I’m lost
And you’re loster
I think you lost her
You’re my fantasy
Always make me happy
Never cut me
Actually
If I’m real
Then maybe
This could all just be a dream
If it’s fake
It means
You’re just
Made of
Broken beams
Stay on track
Couldn’t be as simple
As it seems
Can’t lean back
On the lean
While I chase extremes
It seems crazy
But it never really is
Exactly what it seems
Who knew being where you should
Was so lonely
I am transcending
Yeah, through
Every sentence ‘cause
I’m lost
And you’re loster
I think you lost her
Light an l
Smoke an l
Smoke a j
I don’t care what other people say
I don’t care what people think
I was born to misbehave
Fellows try to set me straight
But I just can’t be tamed
Quarter after 2 a.m.
Is just my afternoon
And everytime I close
My eyes
I find
I’m stuck
Thinking of you
Salt, sugar
Gin and juice
Lemon squeezed into
My cup is never empty
I love the pain
Like I hate you
Salt, sugar
Gin and juice
Are you feeling used
Look at me
Look I’m bruised
Look at what your hands can do
Hear the steps creak
Coming through
Uhh you make me move
To the beat
And the tune
I can feel it going boom
Boom boom
Shots outside my door
Woman on the floor
Right on my front porch
Cops are getting more
Gotta bounce
Life has no
Trigger warning
Can’t look around
With my heart open
Storming
Through every door and
For every step I take
I’ll take just one
Just one hit
I’ll take just one
Just one hit
I’ll take just one
Just one hit
I’ll take just one hit
Just one
I’ll take just one
Light an l
Smoke an l
Smoke a j
I don’t care what other people say
I don’t care what people
I was born to misbehave
Fellows try to set me straight
But I just can’t be tamed
Light an l
Smoke an l
Smoke a j
I don’t care what other people say
I don’t care what people think
I was born to misbehave
Fellows try to set me straight
But I just can’t be tamed
French inhale
I can see it in your face
I can tell
You’re becoming one with space
I can feel
But you really
You should wait
I prevail
When the music goes off
I look into your face and see
That we
Really don’t have anything
In common
Wanna go away
Like we
Me and Johhny
Really gotta chill
More often
I can feel so happy when I’m with him
But me and time
We both keep slipping
Keep on going
And keep trippin’
Just can’t wait
To see him
But then
When the music goes off
I look into your face and see
That we
Really don’t have anything
In common
Wanna go away
Like we
Me and Johhny
Really gotta chill
More
Really gotta chill more often
When the music goes off
I look into your face and see
A smoke bubble
Blown to me
Oh, stop it
When the music goes off
Fly away
I feel like I could fly away
Fly away
I feel like I could fly away
Fly away
I feel like I could fly away
Fly away
I feel like I could fly
I feel like I could fly away
The more you think about it
The less sense it makes
Life can leave you confused
And scared and out of place
With the kind of burning pain
That you just can’t take
Gotta push it all somewhere
Don’t care how
Or what way
I just wanna get it out
Stop pulling me down
I swear if you just set me free
I’ll always stick around
Guess I need some kind of magic
Just don’t know what’s wrong with me
Can’t describe these feelings
Or stop them from taking ‘hold of me
It’s like I don’t wanna speak
I just wanna feel
You cut me way too deep
And leave me no time to heal
‘Cause I’m on a bad trip
Some feelings that I’ve got to feel
I’m happy I can live through all of it
Sometimes I just wish
That I could take the steering wheel
And drive, and drive
And drive away
I want to fly
Want to fly away
To a better place
Better than yesterday
The sun leaves
When you do
You make the world shine
Come back again
And feed me your sweet lies
The sun leaves
When you do
I wish you were mine
You’re everyone’s
All at the same time
Do you know
Oh, the way you made me grow
Oh, you the way you made me glow
Only to let me fall again
Feed my soul and my brain
It’s not the truth no
It’s the lies that I can’t take
It’s the pain
Come again
I can ask the same question
But the answer never stays the same
You say there’s always something you want
But just can’t have
And wishing for it deeply
Won’t make it feel less bad
Everything will work out fine
Trust the process, please
‘Cause you sure may not know it now
But you’re always where you need to be
I don’t know what it’s all for
But it won’t leave me no peace
But no matter what it is
It’s gonna be alright with me
‘Cause everything I’ve seen and felt’s
Already made me complete
And I just destroy myself
So no one else can
When will I finally be free?
Free from, from all I ever am
The sun leaves
When you do
You make the world shine
Come back again
And feed me your sweet lies
The sun leaves
When you do
I wish you were mine
You’re everyone’s
All at the same time
Drive away with me
Drive away with me
I was pouring songs out
Like a motherfucking fountain
About things
I couldn’t wrap my head around
You say the earth is flat
While standing on a mountain
And I’m just wondering
Will I ever
Shout out the sound
I used to feel like a goddess
I used to feel like a solo queen
Always high and never off it
Trying to block out
That the world can be mean, mhmm
‘cause nothing’s ever real
Until it lands at your feet
‘til it lands at your feet, yeah
People died
Trying to save the meat you eat
I’ve been saying
Fuck politics
And fuck war
Before it even came close to my door
‘cause my lineage
Has gone through that trauma before
Politicians fighting, what for?
Mentally fucked
How do they justify war?
I used to feel like a goddess
I used to feel like a solo queen
Always high and never off it
Trying to block out
That the world can be mean, mhmm
I only fight for freedom
I only fight for peace
I only fight for freedom
I only fight for peace
I only fight for freedom
I only fight for peace
Long hair
Feathery
Incense
In the grass
In the earth
In the shade
Of the tree
Sitting on blankets
On the grass
Music playing softly
Take me to the dreamland
Never
Swear I’m never
Drinking coffee
Sing along
God, it’s like a mantra
I wrote it all for you
Coming straight for your heart chakra
I resist
I digress
You attack
You can’t break my heart
Girl, you only made it crack
Break my
Don’t break my
Oh you can’t break my heart, babe
Can’t break me
Can’t Break me
Oh you can’t break me no more
Break my
Break my
No, you can’t break me, baby
Can’t break my
Can’t Break my
No, no more
Breaking me, no more
And you ask me what I’m feeling like
I tell you you’d know
If you came by
But you never even try
To understand my mind
I just wanted to make you happy
And free you from your sad sad days
Baby you and me
So amazing
Baby you and me
We could be so spacey
Floating through the air
On the drugs that we share and
Baby, you can grab my hand
I’ll take you anywhere I
Want to fly away
To the ocean wavy
I want to go
I wanna go, I
Wanna go, I
Realize you
Break my
Don’t break my
Oh you can’t break my heart, babe
Can’t break me
Can’t Break me
Oh you can’t break me no more
Break my
Break my
No, you can’t break me, baby
Can’t break my
Can’t Break my
No, no more
Breaking me, no more
Spirals in my eyes
Yeah I hypnotized
You to get to know
All your lies
How you sleep at night
I can’t trust nobody
Want you to leave
I can read your mind
Can you read my mind?
All the things you say
Don’t even apply
To any situation
You fuck with my patience
Always keep me waiting
I just gotta go
‘cause I don’t feel like hatin’
Nobody
Just gotta take
Just how you take
What you want from me
Like you do
Feeling so alone lying in my bed
Wanna text u love
Not what’s in my head
I can’t tell you no
‘cause i can’t resist
I can’t really go
I guess it’s a mess
All the drugs we take
Can you be a mess with me
All the drugs we take
Can you be a mess
All the drugs are taking me
To my destiny
Love them but I hate
That I can’t resist
Mess with me
Don’t mess with me
All the drugs we take
They don’t mess with me
Mess with me
Don’t mess with me
All the drugs we take
They don’t mess with me
Don’t mess with me
Like you do
Leave me guessing
Leave me clues
You fool
Baby how could you just do that
To me
Baby will you ever come back
To me
Baby can’t you call
Like don’t leave
I ain’t never wanted anybody else to be
There for me
Baby can’t you call
Like don’t leave
I ain’t never wanted anybody else to be
There for me
Mess with me
Don’t mess with me
All the drugs we take
They don’t mess with me
All the drugs we take
They don’t mess with me
Don’t mess with me
They don’t mess with me
Haters and the fans
Haven’t seen
Half my potential
But my soul ain’t for sale
Not for nothin’
Not for rental
Haters and the fans
Haven’t seen
Half my potential
But my soul ain’t for sale
Not for nothin’
Not for rental
I accept the award
And say yes to it
Awkwardly
I say yes always
Unless it isn’t meant to be
Vegans try to heal the planet
Nature’s where you find me
Heaven is right here
And I don’t let nothing else blind me
Haters and the fans
Haven’t seen
Half my potential
But my soul ain’t for sale
Not for nothin’
Not for rental
I’ve been tossing and turning
All night
It is
You I need
I just can’t fall right
Hurting like I’m meant to bleed
Don’t need to ask for forgiveness
Year 1 like my millionth
Angel
But my mind
Really ain’t
None of your business
Haters and the fans
Haven’t seen
Half my potential
But my soul ain’t for sale
Not for nothin’
Not for rental
Haters and the fans
Haven’t seen
Half my potential
But my soul ain’t for sale
Not for nothin’
Not for rental
My soul ain’t for sale
Not for nothin’
Not for rental
Watch the stars
Watch the sky slip down
Take off our sweaters
When the rain comes out
I hold your hands
In my long sleeves
And I’ll be crying I’ll be sulking
Thinking what is this life
Thinking how’d I lose the time
Think I was always too high
To watch it all slip by
I’m on codeine
I just call you up
Because I’m lonely
And when I’m like this
You’re the best to hold me
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I missed you
All my life
I never knew what I was missing
Till I lost the time
I kissed you
I’m a scaredy
But if I’d missed the chance
I’d have regretted
I need you
To keep breathing
And everytime you leave
Inside I’m screaming
So hold me
All night long
And I can take the pain
By when the sun comes
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
Thinking what is this life
Thinking how’d I lose the time
Think I was always too high
To watch it all slip by
I’m on codeine
Always call you up
Because I’m lonely
And when I’m lost
You’re the best to hold me
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I’m lonely for you only
I can hear the wind glittering
Awake before the world begins
In the whispers of the dawn
I hear a calling
I can see a spark flickering
In drops of sunrise on my skin
Capture it before it’s gone
I feel a longing
I’ll build a bridge into my soul
I’m going deeper in the glow
With every fleeting step I take
I see the pieces fall away
No turning back I chase the sound
Keep getting closer to the clouds
Climbing high into the sky
Following the fairy lights
Follow the
Follow the
Follow the sound
Follow the
Follow the
Follow the sound
I can see the stars shimmering
Tiny waves are rippling
Barefoot on the stepping stones
To where I’m going
I can hear my heart echoing
The universe is listening
Blankets me in beams of gold
I’ll never be alone
I’ll build a bridge into my soul
I’m going deeper in the glow
With every fleeting step I take
I see the pieces fall away
No turning back I chase the sound
Keep getting closer to the clouds
Climbing high into the sky
Following the fairy lights
The distance was an illusion
The mountaintop, an illusion
Everything was an illusion
Everything was an illusion
I’ll build a bridge into my soul
I’m going deeper in the glow
With every fleeting step I take
I see the pieces fall away
No turning back I chase the sound
Keep getting closer to the clouds
Climbing high into the sky
Following the fairy lights
Follow the
Follow the
Follow the sound
Follow the
Follow the
Follow the sound
Follow the
Follow the
Follow the sound
Follow the
Follow the
Follow the sound
And through my depression you bring
A little sunshine
And every time that I see
You wish you were mine
And though I have loved it for days
I cannot stay here
And I only want it my way
I cannot blame you
For holding the stars up high
I cannot see the sky
I cannot see this guy
Every time
We fuck up
The wrongs are right
I cannot see the signs
I cannot see the sky
Meet me on the flipside
I’ve been feeling too high
I’ve been feeling two vibes
I’ve been feeling two sides
I’ve been feeling way out of this world
I’ve been feeling way out of this world
I cannot see the sky
I cannot see this guy
Every time
We fuck up
The wrongs are right
I cannot see the signs
I cannot see the sky
Meet me on the flipside
I’ve been feeling too high
I’ve been feeling two vibes
I’ve been feeling two sides
I’ve been feeling way out of this world
I’ve been feeling way out of this world
Stopped at a red light
Staring at a traffic jam
A thought
Shot through
My mind
To remind me
Who I really am
Free
Free
Only me
It’s okay
You can go your own way
And I’ll wait for brighter
Days
And you write songs about me yeah
But what you know about me yay
And you can’t go without me
But you just want the clout
I say
Get the fuck out of my way
All that I see is
Signs I shouldn’t stay
All I can do
Is just deal with the pain
‘cause when we break up
We go through it again
Over
Over again
Over
Over again
Mm-hmm
Over again
Yeah
Yeah yeah
One day the sun will shine on me again
And I can act like I don’t care
We both know it’s pretend boy
We both know it’s pretend
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah I get it
You’re so bad
Trampled on everything
I ever had
And I knew it from the start
But love blinds so bad, yeah
Make me forget that I’m sad boy
Forget that I’m sad boy
Make me forget that I’m sad boy
Forget that I’m sad
Yeah yeah yeah
Over
Over again
Over
Over again
Mm-hmm
Over again
Yeah
Yeah yeah
Stopped at a redlight
Staring at a traffic jam
A thought
Shot through
My mind
To remind me
Who I really am
Free
Free
Only me
It’s okay
You can go your own way
And I’ll wait for brighter
Days
And you write songs about me
But what you know about me, yay
And you can’t go without me
But you just want the clout
I say
Get the fuck out of my way
All that I see is
Signs I shouldn’t stay
All I can do
Is just deal with the pain
‘cause when we break up
we go through it again
Over
Over again
Over
Over again
Mm-hmm
Over again
Yeah
Yeah yeah
I keep dreaming about you
I swear it’s every nightmare
You make me sick
I never knew that
I would like you
Like her
I never wanted to be
Anybody’s one yeah
I never wanted to be one
To make you wonder
You think too much
You think you know me
That’s really all you care
I hear you screaming
As I am leaving from there
Not coming back yeah
Not coming back again
Not coming back again
Not coming back
Knock on my door
I think you went the wrong direction
I’m tired of seeing you
Each time I see my own reflection
And when we fight I turn to rain
And you’re like thunder
I never wanted to be anybody’s one yeah
Not coming back yeah
Not coming back again
Not coming back again
Not coming back
I trusted you more than I trust myself
But you’d even turn heaven into hell
Please set me free from your fucking spell
So I can go back to trying
To be well
I dream about you every night
I swear it’s every nightmare
I dream about you every night
I swear it’s every nightmare
I dream about you every night
I swear it’s every nightmare
I dream about you
I swear you’re every nightmare
Not coming back yeah
Not coming back again
Not coming back again
Not coming back
I don’t know where to go
All these people around
But I just wanna be alone
Just wanna be alone
I’m afraid to give in
I’m afraid that you’ll see me
For exactly who I am
Exactly who I am
I love you when I’m high
But when I’m not I don’t
I blur it from my mind
Every time we smoke
Now I’m thinking that maybe
I’m just using you to cope
You roll over in bed
Gently touching my head
I think of all the things I’ve said (to you)
And all the things I did (to you)
But I feel small everyday, and every hit that I take
It makes it easier to stay (with you)
And everything’s okay (with you)
I love you when I’m high
But when I’m not I don’t
I blur it from my mind
Every time we smoke
Now I’m thinking that maybe
I’m just using you to cope
Oh
Oh
Oh
I love you when I’m high
But when I’m not I don’t
I blur it from my mind
Every time we smoke
Now I’m thinking that maybe
I’m just using you
And maybe I’m just using you to cope
Talking to myself in the shower
Couldn’t make it any worse if I really tried
Sipping on my wine I sit in silence by myself
Your texts couldn’t get any louder
But when I’m in your arms it’s like you died
It’s hard to be emotional
When I’m a ghost to you
To you
To you
Oh I don’t know
Just how it’s supposed to be
When you’re not home
But the silence is killing me
Oh we fight and fuck and make it up
The pills I take are not enough
And I don’t know
Just how it’s supposed to be
When you’re around
And you’re nowhere to be found
When you’re around
Mmm
It’s funny how I know I know better
But every time you cry I make it up to you
Pulling on my strings
Make me dance Pinocchio
Feeling more dizzy than ever
My thoughts leave circled footprints
I wonder what is worse
Cause it all hurts when I’m alone
When I’m Alone
Oh I don’t know
Just how it’s supposed to be
When you’re not home
But the silence is killing me
Oh we fight and fuck and make it up
The pills I take are not enough
And I don’t know
Just how it’s supposed to be
When you’re around
And you’re nowhere to be found
When you’re around
Mmm
Tell me why you’d let me in
Push me out and back again
Treat me like a piece of shit
I’m sick of it
I’m sick of it
Said tell me why you’d let me in
Push me out and back again
Treat me like a piece of shit
I’m sick of it
No, I don’t know
Just how it’s supposed to be
When you’re not home
But the silence is killing me
Oh we fight and fuck and make it up
The pills I take are not enough
And I don’t know
Just how I’m supposed to be
When you’re around
Your soul was broken
But I saved it
And
Pardon my language
But I don’t know how else to say this
You’re just so **** sacred!
Baby, you’re **** sacred
I feel so **** high
And I’m not even wasted
So amazing to me
Like a dream that I created
The tough times I go
Through
Times so low
Can only make
My compassion grow
Closer to you
And
Every single show
With you with me on the road
Used to wanna stay home
But with you, I wanna go
From the shows in Belgrade
To the shows in Mexico
You a lit babe
I don’t know how else I could put it, babe
Keeping it simple
But always bring it in a twisted way
I have so much I wanna say
But with just one look you get it
Yeah, in every single way
Your soul was broken
But I guess I saved it
And
Pardon my language
But I don’t really know how else to say this
You’re just so **** sacred!
Babe
Baby, you’re **** sacred
With you here
I shut the rest out
It’s like these people in the crowd
Aren’t even around
Now
The silence takes over the loud
Sound
We don’t have to shout
Don’t have to say nothing
‘cause I know what you’re about
Your call on
The phone
But I don’t really
Want you
To know
And I don’t really
Want you
To see
All the things
That have been
Haunting on me
Like
I know
That
You’re not here
Today
Don’t know how I made it
This long
This way
Never thought that
I could go on
Just dreaming about
You on the phone
Yeah
Yeah
I think something’s wrong
I think something’s wrong
Yeah
Yeah
I think something’s wrong
I think the hole in my heart
Has grown
Yeah
Yeah
I think something’s wrong
I think something’s wrong
Yeah
Yeah
I think something’s wrong
I think the hole in my heart
Has grown
Yeah
Yeah
DMT DMT
The only one
Who’s got all of the answers
And always
Answers to me
Told her to take me
To hell
Just to give it all to me
All-day five to seven
And seven to five
Stepped the ladder
Up to heaven
Just so I could realize
Heaven can’t compare
To the look inside her eyes
Said I
Wanna go back down
That’s when
She took me by surprise
DMT
DMT
I can see the truth
I can see the lies
I can see through you
Better think twice
I can see the truth
I can see the lies
I can see through you
Better think twice
Better think twice
Better think twice
These aliens think I’m a different species
Better stay away
It’s too stupid for me to care
Life be easy
Life be easy
Without their hate
From the five to the seven
From the seven to the five
Stepped the ladder
Up to heaven
Just so I could realize
Heaven can’t compare
To the look inside her eyes
Said I
Wanna go back down
That’s when
She took me by surprise
I can see the truth
I can see the lies
I can see through you
Better think twice
I can see the truth
I can see the lies
I can see through you
Better think twice
Call me in a month
‘cause I don’t wanna speak
Call me in a month
‘cause I can’t
Deal with the stress
Of saying
Just call me in week
Yeah, I’ve been feeling weak
Since you kissed me on the cheek
Sorry you’re confused
You’re mistaken
You can’t steal my heart
‘cause I’m loyal and I’m taken
I love music so much
That I write music about music
My goal is to chant
So that you can chirp to it
There’s no way around it
I gotta go through it
They said I’ll never make it
But they got no way to prove it
Remember when we had each other
Remember how good that felt
To be the one and want no other
Now I haven’t been doing well
Since our love broke me
Just feel broken
The things you say
Just leave me in pain
Go away
I’m not lonely
I’m with me
Go away
I’m not lonely
I’m in peace
‘cause I used to cry
But I’m done with that
Heard too many lies
So I don’t believe them anymore
No more
‘cause I found something
Beautiful
It filled my heart up
And filled my soul
Yeah, I found something
Worth more than gold
Better than any story
You ever told
Yeah, I found something
Yeah, I found something
When people try to **** you up
The only right reaction
Is to not give a ****
You
Always seem to
Complicate
My situation
Used to
Be great
My situation
I’ve been too late
Better late than never
I’m still young
Shouldn’t complain
Staying optimistic
I wanna collaborate
With talented people
And make songs that I can celebrate
Better late than never
I guess I wasn’t too late
I found something, something
Yeah, I found something
Heaven in your arms
That the sky ain’t too far
For me to visit you
I would travel anywhere for you
Don’t be silly
I know we can chill
But this place is too pretty
Since you’re here
I’m so thrilled
I found something
Yeah, I found something
Caution
We’re staying young
A new day
Has just begun
Where no one here can
Hold us back
We’re moving forward
Sure of that
Living on the sunny side
Clouds are far
And the sun shines
Through our favorite shades and
We can misbehave
And break into these places
Just to see the peoples faces
Magic
Is everywhere
Fills my cup up and
Fills the air
And I don’t ever wanna go back
Home, yeah
‘cause I found something
Yeah I found something
Tell me are you down now
Tell me are you down now
Tell me are you down now
You’re my type
Just my kind
Of guy
Always high
On drugs
All the time
I get hyped
Every time
He looks into my eyes
He’s so fly
He asked me to come by
He’s so fly
He so
He’s so
He’s so fly
He so
He’s so
I don’t really know
What the **** I should reply
Know he gets me stupid
That’s some **** I can’t deny
Always keep my guard up
Guess I gotta amplify
If you say you love me
I’ll say bye
Bye
I just love the drugs
It’s insane
****
Running out of things
That I could take
Next
I learned
Love to guys
Is just a game
And I don’t
Really
Wanna
Play it
If my heart
Is on the line
Says he
Does this
All the time
I know
That he’s lying
‘cause I
Do this
All the time
Told you
I can
Bring my drugs
Can
You
Bring the wine
Notifies me that
I’m
Way too crazy
Ask me
I think that I’m fine
Let’s get stupid high
Let’s get stupid high yea
Too much on my mind
Let’s get stupid high
Next
Let’s get stupid high
Let’s get stupid high yeah
Too much on my mind
Let’s get stupid high
It’s
Just you and me
And all the drugs
Think I’m
Peaking
And all
That I’m
Thinking of
Is you
Are you
Tripping
This hard
Too
I felt cool
And now
Ah I’m feeling
So damn new
Are we through
When this **** wears off
I guess I never knew
That I’d
Come out
Of this feeling
Better than
The
Way I felt when I walked into
This room
You know
That I’m
Extra reckless
At this
Altitude
So lets
Talk it through
Do you
Know what
We should
Do
Me and you
Me and you yeah
Let’s get stupid high
Let’s get stupid high yea
Too much on my mind
Let’s get stupid high
Next
Let’s get stupid high
Let’s get stupid high yeah
Too much on my mind
Let’s get stupid high
I
Think I’m tripping
When I’m with him
Look into his face
I think I’m slipping
I keep sipping
On this drink and
Am I slipping
Away
Am I falling too deep into a
Place
That I can’t
Take
Back home
I don’t
Really know
But
Let’s get stupid high
Let’s get stupid high yea
Too much on my mind
Let’s get stupid high
Next
Let’s get stupid high
Let’s get stupid high yeah
Too much on my mind
Let’s get stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Stupid high
Awakened by thunder
Red light
Tuned into all colors
Light shined
Through
Every crease
Every single corner
Of my eyes
I expected nothing
So I’m always being surprised
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess
Is orderly
Spirit from the universe
That came to Earth
Spirit in me
It hurts
Knowing
That you’ll
Leave again
Enlightening the world
And shifting back its end
I was ill
But I teach myself
Appreciation
Of my own skill
Of putting into words
Just the way that I feel
Painting big pictures
The way I heal
You call me Magic
But I’m just a magic addict
Minds affected by the body
Obvious it’s real
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess is so
Orderly
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess
Has always been
So clean
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess is so
Orderly
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess
Has always been
And always will be
Super orderly
Sparked a
Fiery courage
In me
Creator of light
The magic
Of this deity
Constantly
Been guiding me
Only knew subconsciously
Now obvious
The voice was
Always in me
Who
My love is too big
I just wanna keep you safe
But I gotta fight my own demons
Driving me insane
But it made me find heaven
It exists within my brain
Anyway
The material world
And the worlds
We have within
Are starting
To look like one
And the same thing
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess is so
Orderly
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess
Has always been
So clean
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess is so
Orderly
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess
Has always been
And always will be
Super orderly
Awakened by thunder
Red light
Tuned into all colors
Light shined
Through
Every crease
Every single corner
Of my eyes
I expected nothing
So I’m always being surprised
All I need is clarity
To see
My mess
Is orderly
Spirit from the universe
That came to Earth
Spirit in me
It hurts
Knowing
That you’ll
Leave again
All I need is clarity
To see
All I need is clarity
To see my
It feels like I’m
Falling again
Or am I
Just dreaming
It feels like I’m
Falling again
No voice
But I
I’m screaming
I’m falling down
The stairs
To land on my feet again
’cause I’m so upside down
And hanging from
The chandelier
Is where the room appears
The stillest
’cause I’m so dizzy
And I don’t know why
I feel so safe
When I’m alone
It’s like no one’s home
To hurt me but I
I know
That I do
The most of all
I know that
I’m the only one
To hurt myself
At all
It feels like I’m
Falling again
Or am I
Just dreaming
It feels like I’m
Falling again
No voice
But I
I’m screaming
’cause I wanted to be good
No, I wanted to perfect
I wanted to make it
I wanted to be worth it
For someone to love me
But that’s not all I’m worth
No, I need more than you
In my life
I need my art
I need my knife
What you wanna say to me
I’ve been lying to you
When you made me say sorry
It just wasn’t true
It feels like I’m
Falling again
Or am I
Just dreaming
It feels like I’m
Falling again
No voice
But I
I’m screaming
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
Till I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
Keep me locked in a birdcage
When I fill with rage
I’ve been in here so long
I forgot my own age
It doesn’t really matter
Long as I just keep going up
The **** snake ladder
Rather than going down
Seen it happen so quickly
Got no time to even look around
Stay focused
Stop choking
On your own words
Keep stepping up
It don’t hurt
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
Till I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
I’m a people person
Maybe just incapable of being alone
‘cause when you leave
When you’re gone
All I do is
Stare at your last text to me
On the phone
You made me forget where I came from
Feel like I lost my own home
When I’m my own home
Just gotta keep going
Yeah it keeps going on
Keep going
Yeah it keeps going on
Stay focused
Stop choking
On your own words
Keep stepping up
It don’t hurt
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
Till I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
Till I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
Till I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
People are people
No matter where
They’re from
People are people
Feel that we are one
I ain’t gotta do
**** for you
Aint gotta fight for your attention
If it’s so easy to lose
I am whole
I am light
Warmth
A highly sensitive soul
I gave all the love I had
And you left me feeling cold
A piece of you
The one who kept me hooked
The one who persuaded me
And chose to read me like a book
But surprise
You missed the melody
I’m a whole ass orchestra
We’re riding different frequencies
You were the center of my universe
But I’ll never be more than a thought for you
That pops up less and less so randomly
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
My biggest strength
Is my sensitivity
My imaginations too big to be true
And my compassion too
You tell the stories lightly
That you hear on the news
I get anxiety
But at least I’m clean
It’s just I relapse every day
Anyway
Since you’re gone
I just smoke
For both of us
And I don’t pass
Can’t forget
Must move on
‘cause you broke the trust
Since you’re gone
I just smoke for the both of us
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
You say the door is open wide
When it’s just resting on the frame
I tried to feel alright at night
Before the sleep takes all the pain
So I don’t have to wake up
With the same feeling
So insane
Like every day moves in and out
And every day make me change
I let the hair on my legs grow
Now whenever I like
Like grass on the field
Got no reason to hide
Any part of me I’m
Not affected by the looks anymore
You can’t see
What I see
Even if you look
Demons chasing after me
I wanted to be free
It’s a risk I took
Can’t tell anymore
If I’m going insane
I smoke weed every day
And it’s
Frying my brain
On another level
Teasing all the badest monsters
Now they’re coming after me
And they’re calling me psychotic
Getting electrified by your touch
Was so hypnotic
Baby
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
You can’t see
How it hurts me
When you yell
I wanna be me
And get back to knowing
Who that is
So well
Can’t tell anymore
If I’m going insane
I smoke weed every day
And it’s
Frying my brain
On another level
Teasing all the badest monsters
Now they’re coming after me
And they’re calling me psychotic
Getting electrified by your touch
Was so hypnotic baby
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
I was planting
Seeds of love
Until you washed them away
You’re the one who I was dreaming of
But I can’t sleep today
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
‘cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
First you say you love me
Next second you go out
Putting everyone above me
Look into my eyes
The glitters supposed to
Make you smile
Why do you always think twice
Answer my texts without ever being nice
Follow my advice
Put glitter on your face
Every day and every night
Every day and every night
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
‘cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
These words are really crazy concepts caging you in
You can change everything
If you only just begin
Start being you
Changing all the rules
Didn’t follow them once
And neither did you
I wanna look into your face
And see it shine
Glitter on your cheeks
And fingers intertwined
How couldn’t you tell
I always wanted you to be mine
The glitter on your face
Reminds me that
I will be just fine
Just fine
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
‘cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
First you say you love me
Next second you go out
Putting everyone above me
Look into my eyes
The glitters supposed to
Make you smile
Why do you always think twice
Answer my texts without ever being nice
Follow my advice
Put glitter on your face
Every day and every night
Every day and every night
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
‘cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
Where did you go
Why did you leave
Why can’t you stay with me
Maybe we weren’t meant to be
Used to be me and you
You and me boo
Just us two
But now I’m blue
Why’d you have to do me like that uh
I’m ba-ba-blue
I’m blue
I’m blue
I’m blue
I’m ba-ba-blue
For you
And unaware
Of the thoughts we share
If we never dare
To say something
To speak up
And we
Forget to care
About the hate
When we world we create
Correlates
With whats right
In our minds
When I
Dig as deep as I can
I find peace
And love
Seem to be
The only reason we
Seem to exist
I need to wrap
My head around it
Yea
But are the answers really out there
Or are they all in my mind
Like the sunshine I find
I don’t wanna go anywhere
Anywhere, yeah
I don’t wanna go anywhere
To be happy there
What if I lived in a place colder than snow
What if I lived in a place golden with roses
I don’t care
Wanna be happy there
No matter where
Anywhere
Everywhere I go, yeah
I bring my own flow
I bring my own love
I bring my good vibes
I bring the sunshine
I bring the rainbows
I bring the clouds I
Bring my whole life
Bring my whole mind
To share with you
Will you share yours with me too?
I don’t wanna be
Unaware unaware unaware
We don’t wanna be unaware
Of the thoughts we share
No more
No more
Happier when we adore
Each other’s minds
And speak the truth
So we can find the fine line
Between me and you
And define ourselves as one kind
’cause remember when we were kids
And nothing else mattered but to play
And to care for each other
And ourselves, yeah
We didn’t need no one else, yeah
If other people were there
Then we would share our
Fun times and our creative minds, yeah
And I felt like I could fly all the time
I wanna say goodbye to
Being unaware of what’s important to you
I wanna say goodbye to
Forgetting all the things important to you
If you and me and all things
Were one at one point
Then we can go back there
And share
The thoughts we never dared to
I wanna be there for you
And not stay unaware
Unaware unaware unaware
We don’t wanna be unaware
Of the thoughts we share
No more
No more
Unaware unaware unaware
We don’t wanna be unaware
Of the thoughts we share
No more
I just wanna sip apple juice
In order to get amused
Stay cautious and confused
But I feel so used
Wondering what’s the use
Don’t even know why I always
Choose to love people like you
I don’t even have a clue
If choose is the right word to use
‘cause decisions were never mine to lose
These feelings have me confused
You stick to me like glue
Like chewing gum on my shoe
But I’m a butterfly and I already flew
Far away before you even knew
Now you don’t know what to do
But I’m not sorry baby blue
I told you not to get attached
You don’t listen ‘cause your bad
And don’t you love making me sad
But you went too far
And now mommy is mad
You should have never let me in so fast
You act like I love you
But you never asked
I just can’t go through this pain
Again, I’m a mess
‘cause when I’m in love I get so damn
Obsessed
And it’s not healthy
And I am so depressed
‘cause of the guy that finally confessed
That he doesn’t love me
It tears me apart
Yeah, I had tears falling from my eyes
Down to my heart
He doesn’t love me
Never thought love could be this cold
But it stabs you in the back
And leaves you no control
He doesn’t love me
But the hope that he will never dies
This boy’s got me hypnotized
You can’t tell me otherwise
He doesn’t love me
I cry nevermind
The boy is blind
Can’t see love when it’s right before his eyes
He doesn’t love me
What can I do?
I’m glad this ain’t what I’m used to
Why can’t you love me
Like I love you
You don’t know what it’s put me through
Just love me
Hug me
Love me
Love me
Love me like I love you
Oh, just love me
Hug me
Love me
Love me
Love me like I love you
Oh, just love me
Love me
Love me
Oh, love me
Oh, just love me
Love me
Love me
Like I love you
Call me after it’s too late baby
Call me I’m just one click away honey
I need to talk to you about it being too late
For us to stay the same
Every single day with you is like a blessing
But you always mess me up with your stressing
I have to tell you now
That there’s something
You’re not getting
It’s the way you behave these days is offsetting
Now you don’t look that hot to me anymore
I think I was wrong when I thought you’re the one I was looking for
’cause you hurt me
You hurt me
I love you more than you can hurt me
’cause u don’t know me
I feel like I can’t stop this train
I feel like walking away
It’s time to love myself
All you ever gave me was
Restless nights
Tears on my sheets
And endless fights
We both know that it has to stop
Although I love you a lot
May be better just to
Stay away
Away from these endless games you play
’cause you won’t always be there for me
We both know that’s true
But I will and
I swear that’s what I’ll do
The girl you knew is gone
Now I’m Savi Kaboo
I need to get this message out
’cause I don’t wanna feel alone
Every time I see your pictures
Looking at my phone
Staring blankly straight ahead
Man, you were my home
Until you hurt me
You hurt me
Yeah, you hurt me
You hurt me
Yeah, you hurt me
You hurt me
Nothing like
Sitting in your room
And crying
To your own songs
Wearing shades of
I hate you
And wearing out
All my bongs
Am I falling
Or flying
I just know
There’s no
In between
All I’ve ever been
To you
Was always
One of two
Extremes
There’s nothing like
Sitting in your room
And crying to
Your own songs
Wearing shades of
I hate you
And stitching out
All my wrongs
Nothing really
Makes me feel
Just as empty
As you do
No one’s ever caused
Me so much pain
I wanted to renew
My habits gotten too used to
How bad it’s gotten
And it’s only getting worse
Don’t let me leave
’cause I’m forgetting
The way we used to be
Don’t let me leave
No don’t let me leave
Don’t let me leave
’cause I’m forgetting
The way we used to be
’cause love is something
Beautiful that shouldn’t have us breaking
Why do we
Always fight much longer
Than the making up
I’m taking
All of my stuff
Back to mine
I’m always high
But I, I, I,
I’ve been
Feeling down
Love hurts
And it’s only getting
Worse
Don’t let me leave
No don’t let me leave
Don’t let me leave
’cause I’m forgetting
The way we used to be
Don’t let me leave
No don’t let me leave
Don’t let me leave
’cause I’m forgetting
The way we used to be
Don’t let me leave
No don’t let me leave
Don’t let me leave
’cause I’m forgetting
The way we used to be
You don’t know what it’s like to be me
To be living in this mind
You don’t ever really see me
I’m a toy to you
Until I fight
It’s not like I don’t feel you
Never a second I don’t try
Just proving my soul is true
And you just lie
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
It’s not like I don’t feel you
Never a second I don’t try
Just proving my soul is true
And you just lie
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
You don’t know what it’s like to be me
You can’t know the things you’d find
If just for once
You’d really see me
If you could show
You care if
I’m alright
It’s not like I don’t feel you
Never a second I don’t try
Just proving my soul is true
And you just lie
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
It’s not like I don’t feel you
Never a second I don’t try
Just proving my soul is true
And you just lie
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more
More and more lies
More and more lies
More and more lies
More and more lies
More and more lies
More and more lies
More and more lies
Sometimes
I play mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Sometimes
I play mindyricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Maybe I’m not the crazy one
Maybe you’re the crazy one
And maybe I’m not the crazy one
Maybe you’re the crazy one
Too much on my mind
Can’t think straight
That’s right
Sometimes my own destiny
Sends shivers down my spine
Shakes me to my core
My calling
My design
Mine
I decided to
Expand my mind
Break the chains
And cut the ties
I find myself asking
Since I lost my mind
Will I ever get it back
And is it really something
I wanna find
Whisper
Something in your ear
The word
Realize
Know I ain’t got to travel
’cause all there is
I can find inside
One tab
It just takes one tab
Just one tab
But think twice
One tab
It just takes one tab
Just one tab
But think twice
Sugar
You are mine
And I’m your spice
Blood red eyes
Singing legalize
My space girl
How many planets
Are you from
Maybe 911
How many songs
Are you working on
More than 911
I’ve gone crazy
Call 911
I’ve gone crazy
Call 911
Maybe I’m not the crazy one
Maybe you’re the crazy one
And maybe I’m not the crazy one
Maybe you’re the crazy one
Sometimes
I play mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
And sometimes
I play mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Mindtricks with myself
Maybe I’m not the crazy one
Don’t call 911
’cause maybe I’m not the crazy one
911
The day is turning night
And I look into the stars
Wondering just how far you are
Humans came out from the water
But go drinking at the bars
Stumbling through the rooms
They decided to keep dark
The only love I get is from my own lonely heart
Skinnydip
In pools of liquor
But don’t get caught
I like this life
Yeah, I like this world a lot
But I’m happy that I know
This ain’t the only one I got
Everything is everything
Complete, and yet always expanding
The whole universe is chanting
Everything is everything
My personality
Is too big for this body
So there was never space
To be anybody’s copy
All I ever wanna spread is positivity
’cause living in a world of harmony
Sounds like a fun activity
All is one and one is all
And all the colors mix to black
Undistinguishable
And I might grow tall
But when you zoom outback
Were all are just as small
Everything is everything
Complete, and yet always expanding
The whole universe is chanting
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Complete, and yet always expanding
The whole universe is chanting
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
Maybe I should stop
Comparing you to forests
That may be beautiful
But keep growing without me
Maybe I should stop putting my focus
On a chorus
That won’t be heard by anyone
But the ears that surround me
Felt inside our chests
Cuz I have to play it loudly
Scream along to it
Till my neighbors know about me
And the thoughts that I have to outpour
Feelings dripping
To the floor
While I cry and dance and sing
Look outside
Do I have wings?
Cuz I sure feel like an angel
Wings growing through my skin
Tearing at my back and it’s painful
Cuz every time I fall in love
The devil possesses me
And tortures me
And I just can’t get enough
I like being alone
And feeling pain every bone
Every time move an inch
So I just don’t
Unless there’s music
When there’s music
Then I’m doing
Doing fine
Yeah when there’s music
I get into it
I don’t feel crazy
I get aligned
I’m aligned
So sublime
Messages I put into these peoples minds
But also into mine
I could
Sit in silence
But I’d rather sit and rhyme
About alignment and other crazy shit
Only to distract me
From my last bottle of wine
I don’t drink a lot
But when I do
Then in a short time
Always do what they forbid
My freedom
They do call a crime
I could care but I just don’t have the time
And you could show me
Pictures of the past you
Back when no one had you
Back before I met you
But I just have to
Tell you something that’s true
You know I speak from my heart
When I say you were cute
I just don’t know if I can do this
You’re so aligned with your cuteness
You’re so aligned with you
I just don’t know if I can take this
You’re so aligned with your greatness
You’re so aligned with you
Unless there’s music
When there’s music
Then I’m doing
Doing fine
Yeah when there’s music
I get into it
I don’t feel crazy
I get aligned
I’ve never heard this beat before
See you’re the only one that I adore
And so I wanna knock at your door
And not realize
That I’ve been waiting, standing
On the wrong floor
Knocking at the wrong door
You call me again
And ask me where I am
And we have this kind of weird, confused conversation
I’m drunk as ****
And it’s way after 10 pm
And I could be sitting in my bed
Writing poetry with that pen
That ran out of ink
But I don’t remember when
I like you with your flower tattoo
I have two
I thought that it could be me and you
Sitting by the apple trees, staring at the sky so blue
Love is the answer to every question
Self-love is hard work
And also a blessing
I just wanted to love you
So badly forever
’cause I missed your long hair
And the smell of your sweater
And we worked so much better
When we worked together
Let’s play hide and seek
’cause I’m really quite clever
Or maybe just small
I like you with your flower tattoo
I have two
I thought that it could be me and you
Sitting by the apple trees, staring at the sky so blue
You with your flower tattoo
With your flower tattoo
People are people
No matter where
They’re from
People are people
Feel that we are one
I ain’t gotta do
**** for you
Aint gotta fight for your attention
If it’s so easy to lose
I am whole
I am light
Warmth
A highly sensitive soul
I gave all the love I had
And you left me feeling cold
A piece of you
The one who kept me hooked
The one who persuaded me
And chose to read me like a book
But surprise
You missed the melody
I’m a whole ass orchestra
We’re riding different frequencies
You were the center of my universe
But I’ll never be more than a thought for you that pops up less and less so randomly
My biggest strength
Is my sensitivity
My imaginations too big to be true
And my compassion too
You tell the stories lightly
That you hear on the news
I get anxiety
But at least I’m clean
It’s just I relapse every day
Anyway
Since you’re gone
I just smoke
For both of us
And I don’t pass
Can’t forget
Must move on
’cause you broke the trust
Since you’re gone
I just smoke for the both of us
You say the door is open wide
When it’s just resting on the frame
I tried to feel alright at night
Before the sleep takes all the pain
So I don’t have to wake up
With the same feeling
So insane
Like every day moves in and out
And every day make me change
I let the hair on my legs grow
Now whenever I like
Like grass on the field
Got no reason to hide
Any part of me I’m
Not affected by the looks anymore
You can’t see
What I see
Even if you look
Demons chasing after me
I wanted to be free
It’s a risk I took
Can’t tell anymore
If I’m going insane
I smoke weed every day
And it’s
Frying my brain
On another level
Teasing all the badest monsters
Now they’re coming after me
And they’re calling me psychotic
Getting electrified by your touch
Was so hypnotic
Baby
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
You can’t see
How it hurts me
When you yell
I wanna be me
And get back to knowing
Who that is
So well
Can’t tell anymore
If I’m going insane
I smoke weed every day
And it’s
Frying my brain
On another level
Teasing all the badest monsters
Now they’re coming after me
And they’re calling me psychotic
Getting electrified by your touch
Was so hypnotic baby
Now you’re gone
And I’m still here
Now you’re gone
And I just wanna disappear
I was planting
Seeds of love
Until you washed them away
You’re who I was dreaming of
But I can’t sleep today
You good?
Yup
I’m feeling kinda weird
I’m sure you’ll be fine
Mhm
Let me tell you about it, just hold on a minute
Please let me know
You sure you’re ready to hear this?
I think I can handle it
Okay just say it already
Stuck to you like tape
But my knees are weak like Jell-O
I shine like the sun
When my happy aura’s yellow
But saw the days wash away
Said I’m okay
When I was feeling mellow
Squish my chubby bunny face
Stuffed with marshmallows
Was trying to breakthrough
To you
Aiming for your heart chakra
Am I crazy?
No, the voices
No one else can hear said:
I don’t need a doctor
I don’t need a doctor
More of a shaman
I’ve been
More of a shaman
I’ve been
More of a shaman
I’ve been
More of a shaman
I’ve been
More of a shaman
I’ve been
I’ve been
I’ve been taking action
I learned patience
Although I call it distraction
Always gotta keep busy
Never not taking action
Changing your mind
When you fall in love
With the abstraction
Of mine
See if you feel the attraction
Then we’ll get aligned
Whether singing is your passion
Or just a satisfaction
Don’t let the sun get you blind
We can sing together anytime
I love creative interactions
But don’t look directly
When you’re searching
For light
See the aura’s
What you read
When you look between the lines
Go beyond the unknown
And find
The truth
In all
Small-minded people call lies
Cuz a thrill
Stays a thrill
Like the night
Stays the night
That always keeps fading back
Into sunshine
Man I just wanna sing
But this happens every time
I absorb the LSD
And out comes
The monkey mind
I just wanna enjoy this trip
Sit back
Enjoy the ride
They say fasten your seatbelts
But I can’t find mine
‘Til woke up
Hello, nurse whats going on?
She said we can’t figure it out
But there sure is
Something wrong
Said maybe it’s just too much
For you to realize
People say I’m going mental
Just cuz I don’t compromise
My belief in fantasy
For the times ties
Not selling my soul
To the devil in disguise
Worked all my life
Just so I could dive
And find
The 99%
Only there to be perceived
With our mind’s eyes
And you would be surprised
Call me workaholic
That just doesn’t sound right
When I hear music
Then I frolic
Not an addict
I just overdosed twice
That reminds me that
I gotta bounce
It’s not my fault
Time flies
And I got an ounce
To buy
And a gig to go to
I’ll be singing legalize
I had to
Let the fear go
And let love guide me
Now nothing’s under my control
Unless I make it
Gotta make all of the pieces
Fit together
Gotta face that
It’s scary to see
All the places
In your mind
That you never knew
Could be
It’s terrifying to see
What kind of place the world can be
’cause all the minds come together
And some of us are just not that clever
Don’t think
’cause a lot of people
Never got the chance
Too feel love
Or get an education
And it’s tough
To live a life
That never makes you
Feel some liberation
Be who you wanna be
Free
In your own narration
But we all gotta survive
Stay alive
Just don’t hurt each other
Know every woman you see
Could be
Your mother
From who we learn
To protect each other
And through the tough times
People in Vienna
Stick together
Through the rough times
People in Vienna
Hold each other
Even through the tough times
Your hate
Ain’t gonna be mine
Peace and love win
In the end of time
I always say
Hurting others isn’t worth it
In the end
You’re just breaking yourself
Gotta learn self-love
To love everyone else
And find
People
To create a support system
And find passion
’cause in the blink of an eye
You’ll see it all flashing by
And all that’s left then
Is how you made
This planet feel
See being a part of it’s
Is the only way you know
It’s real
Really real
Yeah I feel
A lotta love
A lotta peace tonight
It’s what we stand for
When we’re truly civilized
So just let love guide you
And you’ll be fine
Stay away from the devil
Keep greed free from your mind
They only care about power and money
No matter how it’s gotten
I hope it isn’t too late
’cause these leaders
Have the world rotting
And I have to fake a smile
Just to get a bit of
What I’m deserving
Not gonna stay stuck
In the passenger seat
Of this big bus
Swerving
Not gonna be
Seen as weak
’cause I love peace
See strength
Is even loving the people
Who hurt me
It’s just weird when you’re happy and sad
All at the same time
Is it just me?
Is it all just
In my own mind?
Could it all really be gone
In the blink of an eye
Can’t understand
How you oversee the love
And just fight
Just too confused
Of the presence
Of these two
Extremes
At once all the time
Try to shake it off
Can’t make me feel less
I feel too much
I’m stressed
Heart beating fast
Almost pumping out my chest
And through the tough times
People in Vienna
Stick together
Through the rough times
People in Vienna
Hold each other
Even through the tough times
Your hate
Ain’t gonna be mine
Peace and love win
In the end of time
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
’til I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
Keep me locked in a birdcage
When I fill with rage
I’ve been in here so long
I forgot my own age
It doesn’t really matter
Long as I just keep going up
The fucking snake ladder
Rather than going down
Seen it happen so quickly
Got no time to even look around
Head too high in the clouds
Feet too heavy on the ground
Stay focused
Stop choking
On your own words
Keep stepping up
It don’t hurt
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
’til l I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
I’m a people person
Maybe just incapable of being alone
But when I leave
Then I’m gone
All I might do is
Stare at your last text to me
On the phone
You made me forget where I came from
Feel like I lost my home
When I’m my own home
Just gotta keep going
Yeah it keeps going on
Keep going
Yeah it keeps going on
Said it don’t hurt
Said it won’t work
Gotta fight back
’cause you go berserk
You’re crazy
And I’ve been forgetting things
I used to remember
Lately
Stay focused
Stop choking
On your own words
Keep stepping up
It don’t hurt
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
’til I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
’til I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
You never please me
I always only please ya
Hate you so much
’til l I love you again
Like I have amnesia
It’s like I got amnesia
All I ever do
Is only just to please ya
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
’cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
First you say you love me
Next second you go out
Putting everyone above me
Look into my eyes
The glitters supposed to
Make you smile
Why do you always think twice?
Answer my texts without ever being nice
Follow my advice
Put glitter on your face
Every day and every night
Every day and every night
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
’cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
These words are really crazy concepts caging you in
You can change everything
If you only just begin
Start being you
Changing all the rules
Didn’t follow them once
And neither did you
I wanna look into your face
And see it shine
Glitter on your cheeks
And fingers intertwined
How couldn’t you tell
I always wanted you to be mine
The glitter on your face
Reminds me that
I will be just fine
Just fine
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
’cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
First you say you love me
Next second you go out
Putting everyone above me
Look into my eyes
The glitters supposed to
Make you smile
Why do you always think twice?
Answer my texts without ever being nice
Follow my advice
Put glitter on your face
Every day and every night
Every day and every night
Bruises, hickeys, and glitter on my skin
’cause I’m done looking for a reality worth living in
Reality worth living in
I’m still me
I’m still me
I’m still polite
And kind
And friendly
When I’m high
Still getting by
Still keeping it all on the low
And nobody’s asking why
It’s been two days that I cried
It’s been two days that I cried
Can’t believe my mind
Yeah I guess I’m getting a
Thick skin
Although
I’m losing weight
And I’m way too thin
Apparently
People like to judge ya
When you’re a girl especially
Some people think they have the right
To tell you
What to say
And think
And eat
Boy do you wanna feed me
While you’re at it
People only punish
Instead of giving the help
We all need as addicts
See a bag of drugs
And I grab it
Slaves to our own inventions
Send love
Through the phone
If you don’t
That’s a bad habit
Always out of time
Late like the white rabbit
Life isn’t black and white
Life isn’t left or right
Life is everything
And all the in-between
Life is a rainbow
See beyond
Putting all your focus
On the green
Just look at the stars and beams
Way up high
The colours are changing
The rainbow starts rearranging itself
To melt
To everything
The unity
The you and me
Just a great big community
I say
You ain’t gotta pray
Luck is on your side
If you give what you take
Give what you can
Before it slips away
**** money
**** money, I just wanna trade
Kindness for kindness
Money is never gonna change
Who I am
Long as I understand
The power that it has
Is only ever
The power
That I give it
Don’t wanna get greedy
Nah, I just flow with it
Focus way beyond
The materialistic
And become one with the mystic
Being more than a child
Being playful
Yet wise
The artist’s artistic way
As Picasso say
All I know is
This place
Would be better
If we didn’t put each other down
Men saying ‘it’s their world’
But most of all us out here
Try to save it now
In this together
So why are you so proud?
This place would be better
If we didn’t put each other down
You think that I’ll be jelly
Just because you have a ****
You can be standing peeing
But I just don’t give a ****
I give a **** about myself
Because I love me
I’ma be the girl I want
And shine my light brightly
Whether it is pink or blue
Whether it is in between two
I usually don’t rub that **** on you
But you always rub it on me
IDGAF
’cause time goes by too quickly
You always try to piss me off
Guess that’s just too bad
I’m strictly
Sticking to peace
And peace and puff
Though you chose to throw hate
So prickly to the touch
Making me tired
And I swear
It’s not just a bluff
Love
Some never get the stuff
I say
If you give hate
Take a break
Take a holiday
Thanks for the stones
You laid in my way
Made me say
You ain’t gotta pray
Luck is on your side
If you give what you take
Give what you can
Before it slips away
**** money, I just wanna trade
Kindness for kindness
Money is never gonna change
Who I am
Long as I understand
The power that it has
Is only ever
The power
That I give it
Don’t get greedy
Nah I just flow with it
You can’t tell me what to wear
Does that make you mad?
Free spirit
Living on the edge
And I’m glad
This is our world
And it has no preference
In this together
So what’s the difference
If I’m a girl?
A boy or a girl
I’m still more
More than my body
More than my body
’cause I’m still me
I’m still me
I’m still polite
And kind
And friendly
When I’m high
Still getting by
Still keeping it all on the low
And nobody asking why
It’s been two days that I cried
It’s been two days that I cried
I’ma give you a lovebite
Hit me up
Every time your boyfriend
Ain’t treating you right
Cause I
Got a lot of
I got a lot of heart
I’ma be your friend
Through the light
And also through the dark
Ride or die
Sorry for the lovebite marks
I sure like to listen
To you speak
‘cause your words
Just seem to keep
Echoing in me
Hear the words
Echo through me
Like I listen to the
Music of your voice
On repeat
‘til you ask me
What I think
The only thing
That stays the same
Is that everything is changing
And nothing stays
Forever moving forwards
Trying not to miss yesterday
And see past the borders
I make music
So I can take you anywhere
Make music
So I can feel again
So I don’t need drugs
I make music
Cause it lifts me up
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
Music fifty-seven times a day
That I play
The songs I write
To criticize who
Mostly myself
On a mission to improve
Everything
Just like a fairy
Or an elf
For music
I lose myself
For music
I cry for help
Please save me
No, I need to save myself
Drowning in music
I, I need help
You broke my heart again
Put your gun against my head
You broke my heart
With all the pain
That came
From all the shit you said
And back to where I
Started again
We’re not
In Kansas anymore
Until you
Slam the door
In my face
And I see
All the colors change
You like to rearrange
The person that you love
To the person that you claim
And the person that she ain’t
Want full control
Of my body
My heart
My soul
And my brain
I know nothing
I know nothing stays the same
I know flowers don’t grow
When you call them bad names
And flowers don’t grow
Under poisoned trees
So be there for me
Or leave
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
I’m sorry for the lovebite marks
The lovebite
The lovebite
Taking day trips
Night trips
All becomes one
Gotta get back up so early
Staying up so long
Just singing to the chorus
Of the melody you sung
Eyes close
The day shatters
It all breaks down
To a game
Of snakes and ladders
And you play
Wondering
If any of this matters
The nights seem endless
You can hardly hold your bladder
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love
The way you break me
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love
The way you break me
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love
The way you break me
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love you
Maybe I do, yeah
Maybe it’s not just now
Maybe it’s always
Like I hear you scream my name
From the top of your lungs
Through the hallways
Just to see me stop
While I’m running away
I’m running away
Never care what the people say
Baby long as you hold my hand
I want you to understand
That the way you bleed
Makes me feel incomplete
Never wanted to mislead
You so easily
Baby can you hold my hand
Baby can you hold my hand
Baby can you hold my hand
Baby can you hold my hand
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love
The way you break me
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love
The way you break me
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love
The way you break me
Maybe I love you
Maybe I just love you
Maybe I do, yeah
I say **** fear
I don’t know what the point is
All I know is that I’m here
Since the end is the beginning
The end is surely near
When it all ends with beginnings
There’s no need to feed the fear
It seems so clear
You’re the only one I ever loved
And we’re
Just not meant to be
Right now and here
‘cause you love me on drugs
But my love is sincere, yeah
My love is sincere
And now you ask me what I do
All I think about is you
Your vibrancy surrounds me
Like the air and all the fumes
The air and the fumes
But what am I to say
You’re in my head every day
Your vibrancy surrounds me
Like the moon and sunrays
The moon and sunrays
I say **** pain
I can never just say how I feel
It’s too hard to explain
‘cause words are just
Concepts from our brains
Made from our brains, yeah
Trying to formulate
A version of reality
That we can separate
I wanna study
But my studies are too out of date
I wanted to be loyal
But I guess you stole my fate
I’m trying to say
Reality is just
The reality
We create
Don’t ask me what I do
All I think about is you
Your vibrancy surrounds me
Like the air and all the fumes
The air and the fumes
But what am I to say
You’re in my head every day
Your vibrancy surrounds me
Like the moon and sunrays
The moon and sunrays
Waking up next to you
Feels so wrong
Compare me to your ex
One more time
And I’m gone
Treat me like a joke
And I’ll leave
Like it’s funny ya
You think
I’ma stay
Just ’cause you have money, nah
I stay
’cause I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
Sick
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for your love
Maybe I should walk away
Instead of staying
And getting iller
I know self-love
Is the only way
For me of staying sane
For real, a
Couple days
Until I’m
Over it
And I return to feel a
Feeling deeper than love
From the inside
Not the mirror kind, nah
Say
Wait for me
Actually
Stay away from me
So sick
I just couldn’t see
You moved from PS3 to
Playing me
And still, you’re blaming me
My fault
I thought
I could change
What just isn’t
Meant to be ’cause
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for your love
**** you said
You can’t take back
Even if you think you can
**** you said
Won’t go away with time
It’s still in my head man
**** you said
I play it on repeat
Play it on repeat
Just for me
’til I can’t
Speak or breathe
I cut myself
On the words you say
And it’s still
Not your fault
It’s my fault
’cause I stay
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
’cause I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
Sick
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for your love
And I never really knew
Just exactly how to say it
So I learned to sing about it
And let music help explain it
Low days
Stab me in the back
Mental illness coming at me
Like a Kaboo attack
’cause I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for your love
I’m sick
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for you
I’m so sick for your love
Sick
I’m so sick for your love I’m
Sick
I’m so sick for your love I’m
Sick
I’m so sick for your love
So sick for you love
So sick for your love that
You made me cry
Tears that fall
To the oceans floor
But I just still
See the same you
That I adored
I really thought I love you
But all you do
Is break my heart
Maybe I just love
The feeling of
Falling apart
So much
It hurts
So much
Seeing you change
Cause sometimes change sucks
Like when we were so in love
So in love
Like when you feel so deeply
You don’t realize just how needy
You’ve become
Crying love me
And you’re the only one
Your mind past overwhelmed
By the feeling of loving so much
You don’t realize
Theirs only had the depth
Of the touch
And I love to see you happy
And I love to see you smile
But I just haven’t seen
That side of you
For a while
I wanted you to catch my tears
On your shoulder
But I guess you’re too confused
Because you’re never sober
And it’s clear why
I’m afraid
To tell you how I feel
It’s cause these feelings
Are one-sided
Yet so real
It’s true
This love is never gonna end
It’s true
Because for you
It never even did begin
All I do is feel for you
You made me believe
That all your lies were true
And even beat my face
Until I’m black and blue
So no one ever understands
Why I even liked you
I just hope someday at least I do
I love to see you happy
And I love to see you smile
But I just haven’t seen
That side of you
For a while
I can feel the birds flutter by
When I close my eyes
**** don’t ever phase me
Been drinking too much lately
So time don’t ever stay
See it run away
Now you say the years changed me
At heart, I’m still a baby
Chasing after soundwaves
To save me for another day
Hear music on the daily
Music on the daily
’cause since you left
Music is the only power
That can save me
On the daily
Music on the daily
’cause since you left
I can feel the birds flutter by
When I close my eyes
Remember when we met
And you were so shy
But you finally woke me up
From my nightmares
With a lullaby
I feel the birds flutter by
When I close my eyes
Remember when we met
And you were so shy
But you finally
Woke me up
From my nightmares
With a lullaby
Ever since you ran away
Conceptions just pass me by
They don’t ever chase me
Now you’ve been calling me again
But to me it’s all too hazy
It’s too late to play me
And I’ve been wondering
How love could ever make
Someone hate me
Thought we’d still be cool
Still appreciate you greatly
Though I’m on the run
Since you’ll never be my baby
My baby
My baby
I can feel the birds flutter by
When I close my eyes
**** don’t ever phase me
Been drinking too much lately
So time don’t ever stay
See it run away
Now you say the years changed me
At heart, I’m still a baby
Chasing after soundwaves
To save me for a nother day
Hear music on the daily
Music on the daily
’cause since you left
Music is the only power
That can save me
On the daily
Music on the daily
’cause since you left
My baby
I can feel the birds flutter by
When I close my eyes
Remember when we met
And you were so shy
But you finally
Woke me up
From my nightmares
With a lullaby
I feel the birds flutter by
When I close my eyes
Remember when we met
And you were so shy
But you finally
Woke me up
From my nightmares
With a lullaby
I’m an Aries
Representing team fire fairies
The beam hits the buried seeds
Under the withered weeds
The first of the zodiac
Happens to be a fire sign
So Aries never lose the fight
To always be the first in line
Aries
May like tension
But all their passion gets confused
With aggression
I’m always peace in love
From the times where it all flows
Back to the times where I shove
And Aries know the meaning of a risk
Like it’s their own invention
Fire gotta burn
Like an ongoing engine
Fire gotta burn
Fire gotta burn
I’m all fire signs
It’s the sun to who I turn
Yeah the elements show
We’re connected to each other
Fire hits the earth
And gets washed out by water
Fire only breathes
’cause air is Earth’s daughter
Fire only burns
Doesn’t care
’bout your dollars
Fire gotta burn
Fire gotta burn
I’m all fire signs
It’s the sun to who I turn
Aries
Mars is my planet
Always been a warrior
’cause I had to understand that
They call you a bandit anyway
Know there’s rough days
But Aries’ like a living sunray
I say
Fire gotta burn
Fire gotta burn
I’m all fire signs
It’s the sun to who I turn
Got the blood of the pharaohs
Running through my veins
And I’m here to do my thing
Till I’m going insane
Don’t even know
Why I’m trying to explain
Just look, when the fire’s gone
The blackness remains
Fire gotta burn
Fire gotta burn
I’m all fire signs
It’s the sun to who I turn
Aries can be so independent
Saggitarius moon
With a Leo ascendent
Don’t know ‘bout ascendents?
It’s the dominant sign
As the moving upward
And the rising defined
All fire signs
I’m so wrapped up
In the trilogy
The imagery
I sent from my mind
Arrived in yours so differently
But all of us on earth together
Still the biggest synergy
The burning sun glows
And it’s giving us the energy
All we ever need
Is to look for what we lost
In our memories
Fire gotta burn
Fire gotta burn
I’m all fire signs
It’s the sun to who I turn
Aries
Mars is my planet
Always been a warrior
’cause I had to understand that
They call you a bandit anyway
Know there’s rough days
But Aries’ like a living sunray
I say
Fire gotta burn
Fire gotta burn
I’m all fire signs
It’s the sun to who I turn
I can never get you out of my head
Wish my heart knew you ain’t worth it
But no, I love you instead
And now I worry way too much
’cause I thought that we would
Always be one
Now all I know is we’re not done
’cause baby you’re the one
I never knew it took so much
Not being with the one you love
Got my eyeshadow all smudged
Close my eyes you’re all I dream of
So can you just be with me now
Can you just be with me now
Can you just be with me now
Can you just be with me now
Every time I see you walking by my face
It hits me
That it will never be the same
Then why don’t you get out of my brain
Was it your mission
To drive me insane
It’s working baby oh
Why did you have to go
Why can’t you stay with me
You’re all I ever talk about
Don’t try
But the words just come right out
Your name keeps slipping out my mouth
Too much in a day and I don’t know how
So can you just be with me right now
Oh, be with me right now
Yeah you drive me to my knees
****
Tell me why you lied to me
Tell me why can’t we be honest
Honestly
I want to see you here with me
Don’t leave
I can’t sleep
I can’t eat
Oh, can you just be with me right now
Oh, be with me
Oh, be with me right now
Be with me right now, yeah
I was born today
I said the stars rose
And my eyelids opened
After being closed
For song long
Life’s so dope
And I always lose control
And this is just how it goes
Keep your happiness inside
Head to toe
I was born today
A fresh soul
No fault
Nothing to control me
A fresh beginning
I close my eyes
But my head’s still spinning
Watch the sunrise
I said new beginning
Never figure out
Just what I’m thinking
Unpredictable
Your contradictions drive me through the wall
People thought they knew me
Before I even knew
Myself at all
What the ****
Is going on
What the
I was born today
I said the stars rose
And my eyelids opened
After being closed
For song long
Life’s so dope
And I always lose control
And this is just how it goes
Keep your happiness inside
Head to toe
I was born today
A fresh soul
No fault
Nothing to control me
A fresh beginning
I close my eyes
But my head’s still spinning
Watch the sunrise
I said new beginning
Never figure out
Just what I’m thinking
Unpredictable
Your contradictions drive me through the wall
People thought they knew me
Before I even knew
Myself at all
What the ****
Is going on
What the
I was born today
I said the stars rose
And my eyelids opened
After being closed
For song long
Life’s so dope
And I always lose control
And this is just how it goes
Keep your happiness inside
Head to toe
I was born today
A fresh soul
No fault
Nothing to control me
A fresh beginning
I close my eyes
But my head’s still spinning
Watch the sunrise
I said new beginning
Never figure out
Just what I’m thinking
Unpredictable
Your contradictions drive me through the wall
People thought they knew me
Before I even knew
Myself at all
What the ****
Is going on
What the
Hold me
The seed must grow
Yeah it’s a journey
And also, we’re on our own
Feels so close
Although
It’s so
Far away
I know
I can’t touch you
But I feel you
Here, with me
And that makes
Everything great
Yeah I’m fine
Thinking about you all the time
Sometimes happy
Sometimes crying
Sometimes somewhere in between
Those lines
Lines make emotions so hard to transmit
I don’t think there’s anything on earth
Worth comparing you with
Feeling like I’m losing grip
Watching reality slip
As you bite your lip
Sit still staring as
The paradise inside you unfolds
You were molded by earth
But our minds are made of gold
Just worth much more
And much less cold
I know our bodies may be young
But our souls are so old
’cause every day without you
Send you letters
Saying that I think about you
Anything you tell me
I won’t doubt you
Saying give me
One more chance
To figure out you
The universe inside your mind
Is my paradise
Give me time
Give me three letters
Or four words to rhyme
Give me trees to climb
Give me flowers
Give me love
I’m caught up in the middle
Between lost and too determined
Somewhere between ride the wave
And standing strong against the current
And currently
I can’t tell if I am being you
Or too confused about you
Like a mirror
But when you look my way
All my worries fade to grey
And my eyes start shining
Like it’s my first day
Here on earth
Hi, new me!
Every time you chose to change
You make me feel so strange
Maybe one day
I can be to you
What you are to me
Show you all the places that I’ve seen
All the things that I’ve dreamed
When I missed you
I just wanna kiss you
I don’t know how anyone
Could ever just resist you
Man I really miss you
Take you on a ride
We don’t have to be alone
There’s nothing you need to hide
We’ve both grown
Into our own flowers
But let’s be the same
I imitate your state of mind
Every day
Come be with me
Come what may
Hold me
The seed must grow
Yeah it’s a journey
And also, we’re on our own
Feels so close
Although
It’s so
Far away
I know
I can’t touch you
But I feel you
Here, with me
And that makes
Everything great
Yeah I’m fine
Thinking about you all the time
Sometimes happy
Sometimes crying
Sometimes somewhere in between
Those lines
Lines make emotions so hard to transmit
I don’t think there’s anything on earth
Worth comparing you with
Feeling like I’m losing grip
Watching reality slip
As you bite your lip
Sit still staring as
The paradise inside you unfolds
You were molded by earth
But our minds are made of gold
Just worth much more
And much less cold
I know our bodies may be young
But our souls are so old
’cause every day without you
Send you letters
Saying that I think about you
Anything you tell me
I won’t doubt you
Saying give me
One more chance
To figure out you
The universe inside your mind
Is my paradise
Give me time
Give me three letters
Or four words to rhyme
Give me trees to climb
Give me flowers
Give me love
I’m caught up in the middle
Between lost and too determined
Somewhere between ride the wave
And standing strong against the current
And currently
I can’t tell if I am being you
Or too confused about you
Like a mirror
But when you look my way
All my worries fade to grey
And my eyes start shining
Like it’s my first day
Here on earth
Hi, new me!
Every time you chose to change
You make me feel so strange
Maybe one day
I can be to you
What you are to me
Show you all the places that I’ve seen
All the things that I’ve dreamed
When I missed you
I just wanna kiss you
I don’t know how anyone
Could ever just resist you
Man I really miss you
Take you on a ride
We don’t have to be alone
There’s nothing you need to hide
We’ve both grown
Into our own flowers
But let’s be the same
I imitate your state of mind
Every day
Come be with me
Come what may
Every word has it’s own meaning
In each individual mind
That’s why
I get misunderstood
Like most of the time
Heartaches make my tummy ache
Feel like I made every mistake
’cause my book of loved ones
Is a long one
This is just
The road I chose to take
And I’m still willing
To have the last piece
Of my heartbreak
I’m still breaking out
Of my cage
The confession’s so scary
It makes my voice shake
To the beat of the last take
Of the song I gave you
As a mixtape
You know the feeling of
Wanting to escape
The feelings
Still remain the same
Time moves slower
When every day
Is touched
By the same old pain
And I don’t like
Distracting from the problems
So I fight to be on stage
Yeah I sing about the truth here
Or wherever I lay
Trying to
Bring nature back
To a world
That’s going grey
’cause it’s not okay
Politicians see the planet
As their own **** buffet
I was sent to shine a light on the darkness
I know I can change everything if I want it
’cause you can change anything if you change your mindset
And you don’t have to stay the way you were
So we rebellions go outside
At night
And ride the subway
To places
People read
The messages
That we spray
Graffiti
Telling people to wake up
And act today
’cause when they want change
All they do is pray
But organized religions
Are the toys of yesterday
Why don’t we always question
What corrupt world leaders say?
You have to
Think for yourself
For everyone to be okay
What?
The dumbed-down majority
Still gets the biggest say?
Why don’t we just eliminate
A state that just manipulates
Society wants to break
The chains
But only waits
Now the technology invented’s
Putting humanities **** on display
Much faster than it used to
Get put out
On a silver trey
We mold our own future
And play with it like clay
I say
Free the people
From the greed and the hate
Young girls and boys
Just don’t cooperate
Don’t go to war
Don’t fight for
The **** up state
I was sent to shine a light on the darkness
I know I can change everything if I want it
’cause you can change anything if you change your mindset
And things don’t have to stay the way they were
Stop fighting
I think we all
Need a **** break
Innocent people pay
For this mess
With their lives
Day by day
And we’re all kept
As money slaves
Controlled and
Digging our own graves
Told to worry about
What others think and say
With the hope that we’ll behave
But what others think
Is just another concept
We create
To manipulate
You’ll see
Everyone wants to be free
If you communicate
But there’s no time to question anything
No one wants to be made
To be at work by 8
And kept hostage all-day
For minimum wage
What goes on backstage
Is gonna cause a **** rage
I can’t believe that we were wired
To work this way
But I know we’ll
Figure it out someday
And that this
Is just a delay
But on the bright side
You can still wake up
And at least the truth
Is always being conveyed
**** calling me at 3 a.m.
I’m too messed up already
What do you want then?
I told you that I was **** already
Way before you showed up
In my life with a ‘Hi’
Well it’s still so dark
When I close my eyes
You know why?
’cause we’re all alone inside
**** on the skin and
**** from within
**** up minds
Slipped so quickly
But don’t look behind
Don’t look back
Make it burn fast
Make the fall quick
How did I even turn
Into such an addict?
I accepted the way
You made me bleed
But now all that I see
Is myself running
You can’t see my cuts
Now you know why
I like to scratch you up
And try to learn your language
But all you ever do
Is distinguish my bad sides from my good
Man, I’m just me
But you never understood, no
Babe
I say your name every day
Hoping you’re okay
Or that you’ll stick with me
Through the dark nights
And through the bright days
Through the colourful
And also through the grey
Honestly
I’ve been seeing rainbows all day
You have a way
Of making my shadows go away
Baby yesterday
May have been the bestest day
And honestly
Without you
Nothing would mean anything
Without you
Every smile I’d make would be pretend
Never wanted to be friends baby
I never wanted anyone to drive me so crazy
Got me falling while I’m running
‘cause I just want you to chase me
Every time I look into your face
I feel so spacey
Call me your alien baby
You make my world flip around
I’m floating in the air
When you leave I hit the ground
Tell me all your secrets
I won’t ever make a sound
Yeah I’m speechless
I can hardly look into your face
Alien red cheeks always leave a trace
Without you I’m always out of place
Love has got me running
But I know I’ll lose this race
The scratches on my arm will heal with pain
But I will never face the marks that you made on my brain
They say nothing lasts forever
Nothing stays the same
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing ever really stays
I never wanted to meet anyone so amazing
‘cause I always knew
That you would have my heart heartbreaking
Breaking so bad
While it was yours for the taking
Yours for the taking, yeah
Yours for the taking
Alien sugar in my dreams
Alien is never what it seems
Alien love is always one of two extremes
Boy from the stars got an alien queen
Never really calm
So calm my mind please
I’m an Alien from the overseas
Blue like all the bruises on my knees
Calm my anxiety please
Never had a home
So I never lost my keys
Alien flipside spilling the tea
Alien flipside spill it on me
Alien sent here to plant cherry trees
Butterflies flying out my mouth as I speak
Alien flipside spilling the tea
Alien flipside spill it on me
Alien sent here to plant cherry trees
Butterflies flying out my mouth as I speak
The sun on my planet burns like a 100 degrees
But your look up there
Would have still made me freeze
Looking for a point
But it’s flowing with the breeze
Growing with my wings
Wanna fly like the bees
Simple and easy
Like learning the abcs
I guess I was mistaken
‘cause I really thought
That you liked me
While you really only loved my breaking
‘cause it reminds you that you only wanna play
Don’t these games get boring
Before time
Creates a change
I may be an alien
But I still think it’s strange
Yeah I still think it’s strange
I never wanted to meet anyone so amazing
‘cause I always knew
That you would have my heart heartbreaking
Breaking so bad
While it was yours for the taking
Yours for the taking, yeah
Yours for the taking
I will never get you out
Of my head
I will ever get bored
Of your planet
Your love is not something
That I ask for
I demand it
My mind is an alien
So no one understands it
I got dreams so big
I don’t even sleep
Hope you come see my gig
Instead of counting sheep
This one’s for the
Innocent people
Trapped in jail
The innocent people
In a system that failed
I know
Words are power
So here’s one: Legalize
The power of my mind
To explode in light-years
Through the skies
I’ll try it nicely
Please legalize
What gives you the right
To steal our freedom of mind?
Freedom
I got hopes so high
And a never resting mind
Sometimes I fly
Just so I can find some freedom
And leave all the rules behind
Death is energies second face
And tomorrow is today
Same, but not same old
Just the same as yesterday
Up all night
Like living two days
Every moment is its own
I don’t really separate
Sleep wasted time
‘til lucid dreams came my way
And they say
That life’s short
What’s shorter is not living
‘cause even an existence for a second’s
Like eternity you’re given
Life is neither short nor long
Your life is all there is
But what’s it all mean
In the midst of the infinite madness?
The infinite
Who are you serving?
Open your eyes
See the world is hurting
And it’s no surprise
Words are power
So here’s one: Legalize
The power of my mind
To explode in light-years
Through the skies
I’ll try it nicely
Please legalize
What gives you the right
To steal our freedom of mind?
Freedom
We’re connected
Not that separate
We’ve existed all along
Connecting till you break your bong
Hey, universe made of stars
Are you the reason
I’m connecting every level with a song?
I need a place for life to find its peace
As long as you’re not driving
It can never be wrong
Be kind to yourself
And naturally, you’re gonna
Be kind to everyone else
You’re made of the moment
Moments are eternities
Everything and everyone
Is falling to their knees
Give us our freedom
Words are power
So here’s one: Legalize
The power of my mind
To explode in light-years
Through the skies
I’ll try it nicely
Please legalize
What gives you the right
To steal our freedom of mind?
Freedom
Like maybe I’ma ring you up
After my telli breaks
Like maybe I’ma text you
But I got nothing to say
I don’t wanna get deep
Just wanna make sure you’re okay
I wanna see you
I wanna see your pretty face
Yeah we both know I want you
But I also love the chase
You’re there, I’m here
But I guess we’re in the right place
And none of this will matter
When we’re back in space
I think about you too much
And when I need you here the most
You’re always too far away to touch
I’m like a broken record playing
And my own cracks cut me up
I keep lying to myself saying you’re perfect
But you **** suck
Why do I like you so much
Oh ****
Nevermind, I’ll be alright
Nevermind, I don’t wanna fight
I just wanna dance
And take off my pants
If you were mine
I’d only ever leave you
To water my plants
’cause nature is alive
And the plants can alter your mind
Tell me all the mysteries
That I wanna find
Looking right into your eyes
Spirals spinning
Don’t go blind
When both of our galaxies
Are intertwined
And I could spend this lifetime with you
If you don’t mind
Either way, I’ll be alright
Told you I’ll be fine
’cause you’re my little sun
Shining so bright
Keep me up and awake at night
But until then
Sleep tight
And when I’m cold I think of you
I hope the person that you love
Loves you back and
Loves you too
Because the way that I feel is dark blue
And when our eyes meet
I know all I need
Is a girl like you
You’re too sweet to be true
Never thought angels exist
But you do
I thought I understand
But I haven’t a clue
Why you got me frozen
Just like a statue
Hypnotize me through and through
You’re all I wanna see
’cause you brighten up my view
And I could spend this lifetime with you
If you don’t mind
Either way, I’ll be alright
Told you I’d be fine
’cause you’re my little sun
Shining so bright
Keep me up and awake at night
But until then
Sleep tight
Tight, tight, tight, tight, tight
Never gonna be
Proud of where I’m from
Way too many countries so I
I just can’t count the sum
So international
That with an open mind
Putting me in a box
Leaves you unsatisfied
I don’t see borders
When I fly
Guess that since my ego died
I ain’t got no ties
And I know that leaders lie
‘cause if they tried
To be honest
They’d have people terrified
Rather fill their wallets
Up with green
And greed
For their minds
So I learned to read
All the signs
I learned to see vibes
Beyond the outlines
I learned to speak my whole mind
I learned to use all my
Lows for my highs
I got something to say
I guess that you’re doing your own thing
I’ve been calling but
Your phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
I’ve been calling but your phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
When I used to go outside with my friends
Yeah we used to go for rides
And we used to go to different countries
Overnight
From Vienna to Berlin
From Amsterdam to Paris
And all that we had
We used to share it
To be vibin on another level
You just gotta chill it
Screaming **** shoes
When we danced
Like the illest
Dancing
What are you asking
IDGAF about your political aspects
Since we’re all humans
Just lets us connect
On a level
Spiritual
Third eye
And pineal
I got something to say
I guess that you’re doing your own thing
I’ve been calling but
Your phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
I’ve been calling but your phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Phone won’t ring ring
Ring ring
Feeling hyped
Glittered up face
Just how I like
Stepping out of this place
Till I fell
Down, down the rabbit hole
And now I never wanna come back
Ever since I’ve been riding my own flow
I just know that I won’t pack
My stuff up
When I’m going on a trip
Next time
All I’m gonna bring is
What’s in my mind
You’ll see me when the moon shines
See me when I glow
You’ll see me when I’m far enough away
Head to toe
You see me ‘cause my head
Has hair bright red
See me late at night
I don’t wanna go to bed
I’m a
Night owl
Singing in the shower
When I’m trying to wake up
Every day every hour
And it’s just not happening
Music rings
From my phone
To my ears in the morning
Ring ring
Let me tell you a true story
It happened when summer arrived
In all of its glory
Leaving my pain
And all the stress behind
I met someone
And became obsessed
And no it wasn’t the way that she dressed
Wasn’t the way she would lay on my chest
It was just that
I thought that she was the best
Who could blame me
I was in love with a girl
And so I made her my world
But she was an evil mastermind
Using the fact that love made me blind
I was just out here trying
To leave my bad past behind
And you don’t know how it feels inside
So I had to say goodbye
We used to be together
Now I’m crying instead
I’m alone in my bed
I let you in my heart
Now it’s going to my head
All the things you said
Made me almost regret
That I always gave you my love
And you would always just get
I just wanted you to be okay
On your skin
But also from within
Wasn’t the way she would look in my eyes
Although I swear that that **** was so nice
I liked the way she would never think twice
Do it right away
Any day
Any night
Then things started getting really weird
You left me
Yet you’re the one calling me here
Full of tears
Alright
Is there anything I can do
To change your mind
And get it through
That it’s a waste of time
To keep thinking of the past
I’ll do anything
To make you stop crying
I just wanted to explain to her that
Every single pain in the world
Is caused by disappointment
I feel like I’m in a whirl
When I’m up in bed
Missing every appointment
It’s all cause my head
Won’t stop pulsating
It’s obvious
These feelings started
When we first started dating
Remember back then
I thought you were so amazing
But then your true side
And all the lies
Finally came in
Although you tried to use force
It’s clear that I can’t be yours
Now you broke your own heart
By breaking mine
And you still won’t stop
Wasting all my time
I already blocked your profile online
Said I don’t need you
I’m feeling divine
And then I went
There’s nothing I need from anyone
The way I am now you made me become
But she got more obsessed
And that brought back the stress
So I said
Baby, I know you been stalking my every move
And it’s crazy
Calling and calling me
On the daily
And changing my number
Just won’t save me
Is there anything I can do
To change your mind
And get it through
That it’s a waste of time
To keep thinking of the past
I’ll do anything
To make you stop crying
Needle in the wall
I wanna be stronger
Than them all
Wanna hold you up high
Don’t wanna let you fall
Cradled in sunshine
Honey, now’s not time
To shed no tears
Days living in fear
Are over
Hurry now
’cause soon we’ll be older
The morning hit me
In full exposure
But all I wanted was
To have you closer
Cradling my mind
Till it’s over
Some people say
We shouldn’t be eating LSD
Some people say
I’m losing grip
To reality
But I don’t feel the need
To stay down here
Feet on the ground
When I can be up there
With my head in the clouds
Now I’m not coming down yet
The grey pavements
Only make me frown, yes
And now sometimes
I wish that I had kept
All the messages you sent me
But I guess that
They were just too many
We kept sending plenty
Even set the minutes record by twenty
But then you logged into Facebook
Only to unfriend me
It’s so unlike you
So unfriendly
All you wanted was to let your friends see
Like honey is your ego problem
Really that unhealthy?
Like you have everything
You’re so wealthy
Is that why
Your mind
Has got fried
In the shine of the gold
And the shine of the light
Now honey, I hope you don’t mind
But I gotta say
You haven’t got your morals right
Some people say
We shouldn’t be eating LSD
Some people say
I’m losing grip
To reality
But I don’t feel the need
To stay down here
Feet on the ground
When I can be up there
With my head in the clouds
Now I’m not coming down yet
The grey pavements
Only make me frown, yes
And now sometimes
I wish that I had kept
All the messages you sent me
You know
That I’m happy
Knowing all there is
Is one
And I know
They’ll never catch me
’cause I’ll be high
Until it’s done
Savi, you’re flying too high
Space is where I’m from
So I’ll be alright
But don’t you remember the times?
Losing my balance
But this ain’t goodbye
Have you lost your consciousness yet?
Has your mind gotten upset?
Your heart so stressed
It makes you sweat
Feels like it’s jumping out your chest
You’re a cowgirl riding
Through the universe
We’re all gliding
With our own images of
Space and time and
Thoughts to the back
Of our minds when
Whirlwinds fly and
Trip sitters sit by our sides
And sigh
Then suddenly
You’re gone again,
You’re flying
Seeing the blinds come off
And sweep by your eyelids
Close
You’re cradled like a child
You’re smiling
Kick-off your shoes and
Stay by my side
Said talk to me
While I’m riding
Time is an image from my mind
Like math
Something humans find and
Slide with
Until they realize that
Time is timeless
You know
That I’m happy
Knowing all there is
Is one
And I know
They’ll never catch me
’cause I’ll be high
Until it’s done
Savi, you’re flying too high
Space is where I’m from
So I’ll be alright
But don’t you remember the times?
Losing my balance
But this ain’t goodbye
We’re people with wild hopes
And cut ropes
But no one really knows how to cope
Swimming in the air
Don’t choke
On the words that you spoke
Just stare at the hands you use
To wash the pain away with soap
And just live
Stop being passive
And start getting active
The time is now
To forgive
Yourself for the mistakes
You wish you never made
Time to heal the heartaches
Not the time to hesitate
See love is so strong
Compared to hate
There ain’t no time to wait
Or understand
Explain to me what a being is
I see the words slip away
And spread across the land
And you know
That I’m happy
Knowing all there is
Is one
And I know
They’ll never catch me
’cause I’ll be high
Until it’s done
Savi, you’re flying too high
Space is where I’m from
So I’ll be alright
But don’t you remember the times?
Losing my balance,
But this ain’t goodbye
There’s so much soul
Searching to do
Before we
Can see the truth
Just give me
Starseeds to talk to
Give me someone
Something to hold on to
’cause at times the feeling of no control
Leaves me questioning all that I do
Who puts souls into bodies
And what is there
When there’s no universal truth
When there is no right
Or wrong
And nothing
As strong
As the intention
Of the movement
Of time
Because humans are small
The illusions are big
Like a tree to a twig
We’re plants that grow tall
Trees that don’t wanna fall
And memories
That hold on to something
And make sense of something
Saying take me anywhere
But far away
Until I can’t remember
Any of the pain of yesterday
The thought through my mind
Targets a destination
Telling me to do everything
Without hesitation
Everything is perfect
Everything is so complete
Telling me
Life can be so good, yeah
And life can be so sweet
No one really knows what’s going on
But travel through
The realms of your mind
Everything is meant to be
Exactly how it is
And you’re one of a kind
You know
That I’m happy
Knowing all there is
Is one
And I know
They’ll never catch me
’cause I’ll be high
Until it’s done
Savi, you’re flying too high
Space is where I’m from
So I’ll be alright
But don’t you remember the times?
Losing my balance
But this ain’t goodbye
Sometimes I wanna ask you
What’s on your mind
’cause I don’t know although we spend
So much time together
And sometimes it feels like
I’ve never known anyone better
I know you stick around
With me
Through any weather
The summer storms pour
Out like the letters
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I want
You to be mine
Sometimes I can’t
Believe my eyes
That it’s true
Am I really here
Waking up next to you?
Sometimes life is
A lot to process
Sometimes life causes
A lot of stress
You’re alive
You know it the best
Sometimes moments
Seem to slip right by
So take me back there
To the place where
We were together
I would trade it for anything
For anything
Whatever
Sometimes
I feel like you’re my Georgia peach
Travel with you anywhere
Never out of reach
Sometimes
I’m blinded by the light’s reflection
And sometimes
I just love our soul connection
Sometimes
I see blurred lines
Sometimes
I see it all turning black
Always protect
Unless I gotta attack
Sometimes
People put you down
Always gotta stay strong
And I learned that now
I just wish
That we could have been forever
Forever doesn’t really exist
All I want is you
And that’s it
Is it really really true
That the sky isn’t really blue?
It’s just an illusion
Just like you
That I see when I close my eyes
Every night
In the bed where I lie
I beg the right words to come
Before we say goodbye
And boredom doesn’t exist
In a mind like mine
But you’re stuck in my heart
And I feel it from the inside
Sometimes
I feel like you’re my Georgia peach
Travel with you anywhere
Never out of reach
Sometimes
I’m blinded by the light’s reflection
And sometimes
I just love our soul connection
Sometimes
I see blurred lines
Sometimes
I see it all turning black
Always protect
Unless I gotta attack
Sometimes
People put you down
Always gotta stay strong
And I learned that now
Sometimes
I feel like you’re my Georgia peach
Travel with you anywhere
Never out of reach
Sometimes
I’m blinded by the light’s reflection
And sometimes
I just love our soul connection
Sometimes
I see blurred lines
Sometimes
I see it all turning black
Always protect
Unless I gotta attack
Sometimes
People put you down
Always gotta stay strong
And I learned that now
Hi, how you doing?
I hope you’re doing fine
I think about you sometimes
That’s a lie
I think about you most of the time
Dreaming of a world in which I’m yours
And you are mine yeah
Dreaming of a tool
That will help me free my mind
Music is the only answer
That I ever find
Got no need to be scared
Always knew I would die
One day
But will you be by my side?
My soulmate
When you’re not with me tonight
My soulmate
I know the fear is eating you alive
I know that you wanna hide
But why
Do you wanna fight
All the time?
When I’m your friend
In the dark, I’m your light
Don’t have to pretend otherwise, yeah
I told you it’s alright
I see your future in your eyes, yeah
And it’s bright, yeah
Sprinkle a little of that C2H6O2 in my tea
That C2H6O2 in my tea
That C2H6O2 in my tea
C2H6O2 in my tea
Sprinkle a little of that C2H6O2 in my tea
That C2H6O2 in my tea
You make me grind my teeth so good
I get you so well
But you wanna be misunderstood
You like telling me that I’m dumb
Because we both know
That I’m smarter one
You say, smart people
Are the saddest ones
But if they were so smart
Couldn’t they see the positive for once?
A spark to light up the world
I say the smartest people know
How not to stay curled up
In bed like you
And they don’t **** with
Other people’s heads like you do
They don’t joke around
By saying that we’re through
You manipulate the planet
You call yourself an angel
When really you’re a bandit
Not many people can stand it
Sprinkle a little of that C2H6O2 in my tea
That C2H6O2 in my tea
That C2H6O2 in my tea
C2H6O2 in my tea
Sprinkle a little of that C2H6O2 in my tea
That C2H6O2 in my tea
Saw you standing there
Beautiful tree
The wind blowing through your hair
Just like the leaves
Couldn’t move, didn’t dare
While you were
Flowing in the breeze, yeah
You were flowing in the breeze
Why do pollen make me sneeze
Why is it, when you look at me
That I freeze
The sky’s so clear now
All I want is you
To stay with me
And why I’m never asking you to change
Is I know you grow
And change will have to come eventually
So all I gotta say is lovely
Keep your mind open please
And think about what you eat
I never saw the food in meat
Vegans don’t eat cheese
Oh doing what you love
Can be so sweet
And people may wanna run the world
But I got no need
‘cause I got you my spacegirl
And I just wanna make you twirl
Looking at you
All the answers come right to me
And you don’t know what you do to me
Flowing in the breeze
No, it’s not a dream
Flowing in the breeze
Feeling so free
Flowing in breeze
You take me away, you take me
And we go, we go
Flowing in the breeze
Flowing in the breeze
No, it’s not a dream
Flowing in the breeze
Feeling so free
Flowing in breeze
You take me away, you take me
And we go, we go
Flowing in the breeze
Said it’s all in connection
And now I got this karmic attraction
Oh, look at you
Nature is perfect imperfection
And I can feel that connection
Everywhere I look
And in my own reflection
Yeah, it ain’t a hard detection
Just a paradox
Staring at a clock
Said time is infinite
And short like my socks
And I try not to worry so much
And keep my ears open
And at times
My mouth shut, yeah
Staring at my phone
Like this is just a weird little block
And I’d rather be by the pond
Throwing rocks
‘cause I’ve always loved
The face-to-face talks
See we should be free as the hawks
And looking at you
All the answers come right to me
And you don’t know what you do to me
Flowing in the breeze
No, it’s not a dream
Flowing in the breeze
Feeling so free
Flowing in breeze
You take me away, you take me
And we go, we go
Flowing in the breeze
Flowing in the breeze
No, it’s not a dream
Flowing in the breeze
Feeling so free
Flowing in breeze
You take me away, you take me
And we go, we go
Flowing in the breeze
Flowing in the breeze, the breeze
Flowing in the breeze, the breeze
Flowing in the breeze, the breeze
Flowing in the breeze
I’m in love with an illusion
’cause the you I had in front of me
Was so fucking confusing
I’ve known you for years
And don’t know you at all
’cause you changed
To the point
Of being unrecognizable
It’s typical
You being as loving as you can
Telling me how cool I am
But when the fun is over
You don’t really give a damn, damn
I wanted us to have a happy ending
Since its never gonna happen
Guess I’ll have to keep pretending
I wait for you to say something
Although its never the right thing
It’s so upsetting
Every time a moment passes
Without thoughts of you
My mind reminds me
That I’m never forgetting
The good times we had
Back in the beginning
When we first started hanging
And I thought that it would last
My mind keeps trying to
Relive that past
Every second
I scream your name in my head
Why can’t I just forget it?
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes
And I wanna die
With you there by my side
How did I fall this hard this fast?
I mean I know every little thing about you
I wish I never had even asked
It’s a vicious cycle
Every chapter in this book
Has the same fucking title
Time flies
Seems like your mind
Never gets older though
It’s colder this time
And I’m surprised
To not have seen you grow
Flowers in your mind
Like the flowers you wear
Head to toe
And I was never really this
Disappointed though
To see someone leave
And to be sure
That you lied to me
You **** me up
Got me writing songs for you
In the back of my best friends truck
Trying to keep my **** head up
But my head’s in the clouds
And I can’t get up
I should have never let it get this far
Now here I am
Wish I could say that here we are
I guess I’m addicted
To the pain you inflict on me
Trusted you too quickly
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes
And I wanna die
With you there by my side
And how did I fall this hard this fast?
I mean I know
Every little thing about you
I wish I had never even asked
I’m just
Trapped in your cage
I wanna be free
You make this so hard
When it could be so easy
My conscious mind
Took way too long to grasp
It’s way too late for me
To leave you in the past
My mind puts up a fight
To let you go
But the part of me
That I just can’t control
Will never wanna be alone
Roses you left me
Broken untangling
The knot
That you made
In my heart
I can feel so
Connected to you
Right before I fall apart
Right before you
Leave me in the dark
And go to shine your light elsewhere
How could you really think I don’t care?
When my mind is racing
When I see you’re standing there
‘cause baby the night is so lonely
I wanted you to hold me, yeah
Been trying to unfold these words
‘cause you hurt me trying to control me
And so I’d rather be lonely
I know you’re the only one
To give me roses
When we’re feeling
Closest, babe
I still see
All the flowers
That were with us
Lying there
We could talk for hours
Now we act like
We don’t care
We just stare
Into each other’s faces
Acting like
It’s easy
To erase this
Past we had
If it only didn’t have to
Hurt so bad
‘cause even the daytime is so lonely
I wanted you to hold me
And you
Wanted me to hold you
Been trying to unfold these words
‘cause I can’t believe
That we are through
Although you’re the only one
To give me roses
When we’re feeling
Closest, babe